Roll Call 28

Those colors are awesome Yeah it seems like people are more judgmental these days!

Oh gee! That doesn't sound healthy

i know. i have to say...i reall question the mentality of most people who comment on facebook. even on my friendslist which is mostly family!

I keep thinking how there must be an alternate universe where another me exists and I can be her instead. But how do you cross between. The night feels magic again. My bf says he thinks it sounds delusional. Does it sound delusional? I hope the stress of everything isn't going to make me ill

I'm soooo tired, I think I'm gonna go back to bed. Hope everyone is having a good day.

doesn't sound very delusional to me. it may be slightly delusional but it sounds more like openness to unorthodox ideas. It could just be that it sounds normal to me but not others...... my friends say I am very delusional..... idk..

Thank you for your opinion I appreciate the response. He might be wrong I hope he is I don't want to end up delusional again, well if that's what it was anyway. My main 'delusions' have been about the world not being real and that I belong to another dimension so maybe he worries about anything that sounds like that, also mixed with the fact that I feel weird and disconnected

ok. My friends/ mom say that these seem to be delusions although I don't feel that way but... here we go....
1: They are brainwashing us with music
2: The government is out for me
3: My brother is possessed
like I said, I don't feel like they are delusions but everyone else thinks they are

I guess it depends to what extent you believe those things. Lots of people have strange ideas but a delusion impacts on your everyday life and is deeply intrenched. I think I read your quite young so I'd wait to hear from a psych. It can be damaging to self diagnose. Not trying to be patronising

I think I saw a car pull into my driveway O_o I'm probably seeing things....

Glad your bf is so close to be able to give you warning. Maybe wait amd see if it is just a normal thought or gets out of control?
Try to keep your stress level low.

punky

I didn't self - diagnose myself. the only reason I'm here is because weird things are going on (and my friend made my account for me). I poured salt in my brother's bed to try to rid him of the demons. I'm also planning out how to save everyone from the brainwashing. care to help?

No worries.
There are people here for many different reasons.

Your in the right place.
When do you see the doc?

punky

Thanks punky yeah he knows me extremely well especially since we live together he sees everything. I'll keep an eye on it see if it gets worse. I'm trying to avoid thinking about everything that's going to happen and needs doing but I think it's constantly at the back of my mind. Maybe I need to do some de-stressing techniques

yesterday. for some reason the appointment was scheduled really late.

What did your pdoc say? If you don't mind me asking

And how was it?

punky

Have you done anything nice for your birthday punky?

No it was a checkup I'm seeing the pdoc in about 2 weeks (because of summer camp i can't have it sooner. The regular doctor seemed concerned. She said i should see the pdoc.

Welp... Family drama once again. My cousin has been crap out on drugs and is robbing other family members and family friends. People are out wanted to kill his ***.

So sorry Drugs make people do crazy things!

Well hopefully it gets better! It must be very stressful.

Yeah. Drug abuse is a thing in my family. Alcohol too but drugs seem to be a bigger problem.

Doesn't the FIFA World Cup symbol look like someone facepalming?

Just got to remember not to trust him.