[mlyn]

is only place can post. Things I see that many would say am crazy except husband there says yes it was real. Why? how? the time it was taking me away and he was wittness to that too? Tell it to someone and they count you as crazy. Is it? The time statue of buda would have hit me on head but something told me to sit up and I did and it hit my pillow the second I sat up? what was that? with wittness there I know it was real. Tell it to some P doc or T and they look at you as weird. show you a movie on pscysophrenia. screw that! the eyes of the ppl and the child taken over what was that?

[mlyn]

People will not hear, is ok. quit using aginst it mlyn. Is ok to see. It is what you are to see. sing it, say it it is ok.It will be ok.

[spiritual_emergency]

I've read your last few posts with interest, mlyn. Each of them seem to be packed with intensity and brought to mind some of my own frustrations with explaining this experience to others.

It seems to me that this experience unfolds on a number of levels but most people can only "hear" on a linear level: past, present, future. The idea that each of those states could be occurring in one singular instance is difficult to wrap a mind around.

I get the impression that you are telling me something about yourself that is occurring on several different levels. Because I don't understand all those levels in the same manner you do, I'm having difficulty grasping exactly what is it you are meaning to say. I consider that irrelevant to your communication and relevant only to my interpretation of same.

Something I've had to do for myself is learn how to speak on a linear level once more. In this respect, a very simple tool that I suggest to others (if they wish to make use of it) is the use of a timeline. A timeline is a linear model. We can use it to place events upon and in this way, begin to see the relationship between those various multiple-levels of experience.

It is what you are to see. sing it, say it it is ok.It will be ok.

Okay. :-)

Meanwhile, speaking of singing... you may enjoy the following: Big Calm

[I hope that loads up for you. It's been giving me difficulties of late.]

[spiritual_emergency]

Just in case that page won't load for you, here's the song...

<center><img src=http://thefifthbody.homestead.com/files/mandala.jpeg>

<font color=191970>Love and Fear

We always have a choice
Or at least I think we do
We can always use our voice
I thought this to be true

We can live in fear
Extend our selves to love
We can fall below
Or lift our selves above

Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
Fear can stop you loving
But it's not always that clear

I always try so hard
To share my self around
But now I'm closing up again
Drilling through the ground

Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
Fear can stop you loving
But it's not always that clear

I'd love to give my self away
But I find it hard to trust
I've got no map to find my way
Amongst these clouds of dust

Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
Fear can stop you loving
Love can stop your fear
Fear can stop you loving

But it's not always that clear

Morcheeba ~ Big Calm</center>

PS: You can hear the song here: Morcheeba

[mlyn]

so you have seen the dark eyes in ppl you know? you have seen the being in another that watches you walk across the room? Yes , and tell secular ppl about it and they give you a label.
hmm????

[mlyn]

does anyone really know?

[mlyn]

is no trick to hearing what I say if you truely know. That I am sure of now.

[mlyn]

srry to bother you or anyone else with this.

[spiritual_emergency]

<blockquote>
mlyn: so you have seen the dark eyes in ppl you know?

That depends on what you mean by "dark eyes". I have seen hatred. I have seen -- for lack of a better term -- evil. I have seen fear, both in myself and those around me. I think "dark eyes" is a good analogy for that kind of seeing.