Could I be Schizophrenic?

Now I do realize I cannot self diagnose and y'all cannot either, but i was just hoping for some insight on the matter as I'm far to afraid to go to my GP or find a T or Pdoc. Recently as I've been realizing odd things I do? I think i have done them for a while but i never really noticed them, but then more people point them out or give me odd looks and I realize. Now I could be in the compleatly wrong area but yeah.
I only recently realized I do have very long animated convocations with myself. But more as if I am some one else also that i have began and laugh at things i really shouldn't. Like if someone mentioned someone dying, or such. And usually i really care about what im doing with my hair and i wouldn't go out unless it looked good(?) well recently i don't care, i thought it was odd of me. Also i noticed last night i'm repeating myself anf rhyming random words fo no reason, like last night someone said "spoon" and i went off on one..... Then i get very forgetful to little things, im not sure if that normal though? Like I will open up about 5 google tabs and still not know what i want to google. Or go to put on a song by the time i get there i forget what im doing. I dont know if some of these are in my head or what but I only just noticed them after i think a while of doing them, or they have before far more noticeable?
My social anxiety also recently rocketed and my paranoia. I really think people are out to get me? These sort of things i started to notice made me wonder if its the early symptoms.. I don't know? But i have also been experiancing things such as feeling empty or just feeling emotionless, or emotionless about certain things that I should care about, but then in conflict with this I have mood swings in short spaces or time. I'm not so much questioning my sanity, i don't think i'm sane at all i just really curious.
Anyway there is probablay more but i cant remember.

Some insight to this would be great. Thanks guys.

- Nick

I forgot to mention how i can't really focas on anything im not really interested in.

Hi,

Some of these things could be early signs of schizophrenia, BUT they could also be signs of many other illnesses. At this stage, it's probably impossible to tell. If you are worried, read up on psychotic illnesses. And if things get worse, you might have to contact a doctor. Good luck.