[Risso]

Hi all,

I just want to point out I don't have any diagnosis, have been waiting a while for psych referral but I think what I experience would be described as psychosis by medical professionals, so I'm posting wondering if anyone has experienced this.

Although I'm not getting so many "symptoms" the last week or so, I constantly feel completely confused about everything and playing over and over it in my mind trying to make sense of the world. The last few months I believe I was shown things from someone living in another dimension, relating to a prophecy about the world ending and I was his harbinger. I wasn't religious, but was chosen because I had insight, and he showed me the truth. I was also shown that the government has been altering peoples' DNA to suppress the expression of a particular gene that allowed people to see the truth, I was shown the name for the gene and if I had the money or motivation to take it further, I would have been able to prove it I am sure.

Anyhow, that's not the issue. I can't get over this confusion and feeling that things are not right, everything triggers me. I hate the way people live and get angry all the time that people are so mind controlled and don't see it, I guess I feel completely alone in the world. But at the same time, I wouldn't want anyone to know the things I know. I wish I knew the answer to make things right but I really don't have a clue. I don't even want to say "I" when referring to myself, it makes me angry, because I feel like I am connected to everything else and there is no I or me. Has anyone experienced this? Were you diagnosed as psychotic. On one hand I want someone to tell me that's what it is and they can make it go away, but on the other I would not believe someone telling me that because everyone is mind controlled and of course can't see what I've seen.

[Sometimes psychotic]

It does sound like it might be psychosis....I'm glad you're seeing a doc about as they will be able to help you and they certainly know more than some random person on he Internet....

I thought I was the third horseman of the apocalypse at one point so there are some similarities.....

[RedEagle]

Sounds like delusions. I think I might have a delusion about my own importance or something but nothing specific like being a famous person or anything. People always react to me as if I'm behaving like I'm overly important which throws me off because I don't feel like I am.