Roll Call 42

Thanks. Yeah fatigue just makes you wanna sleep. Sucks. Will the drowsiness wear off?

I'm gonna stay up. I've been playing with my cats. This kitten sure is a tough guy. He's so cute. He holds his own next to tiger.

I also got some phone calls made. So I've accomplished something today. And I cleaned litter boxes.

It should, yes. Thankfully. Just have to be patient until then.

im hearing things

im soooooooooo tried UGGGGG

I just got back from seeing my therapist. She told me, without me asking, that she thought I was strong and capable! I really thought that she thought I was weak and pathetic. So it was really great to hear her say that.

I've got one more final left before I'm free. Almost there...

my do i have to have screaming in my head?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!??!?!!??

Sorry Bean, I hope you feel better.

I had a dream about the woman I was in love with in high school last night. She's married to a man now. I thought I was over her. Guess not...:/

I think she returns my feelings, which is sad. We can never be together. She scarified her identity for the typical life as a heterosexual wife. I see pictures of her on Facebook in the past few years, and she just looks so unhappy. It's heartbreaking.

I wish that she had stayed single. I'm pretty confident that if she was single, I would have pursued her now that I'm of age. And if I pursued her, I'm pretty sure i'd catch her.

Do you still stay in contact with her?

my sister just left. we hung out for like 5 hours then she went back to my moms house.

i tried the frosted cinna bun. it was good. now i wanna try cinnamon hot tamale

theres a hashtag trending on twitter called #AskACop

so i asked about schizophrenia. if they know how to properly handle a individual with a psychotic disorder.

i just got a twitter like a week ago. idk why...

ugh i hate exercising. i kinda hate this physical education class. i didnt realize id have to exercise so much. I DONT EVEN HAVE ACCESS TO A GYM OR NEAR ME. effing freaking hell. and we are required to use machinery. i dont have ANY money for a gym membership for what?...a month?. i got like 17 dollars. wtf man.

YMCA.....or does your student service fee cover gym membership at the school...usually it does....

ymca costs money to join. yea the school has a gym but the nearest campus is about 1 1/12 away. i really dont wanna drive an hour and half every day just to exercise. the ymca is about 30-35 min away but i dont have money for a gym membership.

i emailed my professor about it.

YMCA often reduces their rates for people with little money so it might be a cheaper option once you factor in gas. I'm just saying I would look into it.

I'm surprised this requirement wasn't in the course description.....hopefully your prof has a solution...

Financial Assistance | YMCA Dallas

thanks ill look into it. i only need to workout about 15 days. thats it. i dont really plan to workout after this class lol.

Working out is a great way to lose weight.

Lost about 24 hours to sleep there. Still really groggy! Ughh I have to do stuff today... effort!

there stabbing me again

What's everyone up to today? I'm going to help my mum put the Christmas tree up and get the house sorted! Starting to feel festive

I'm suffering in a bunch of ways. Trying not to get too off balance.

Hi chicken. i was glad to read your last post in the former rollcall! it sounds like you're doing alot better.

I hope you feel better soon Angelique

Oh thanks Neil, I had to go back there and catch up, I missed your reply. Yeah I'm doing much better nowadays, still have my slip ups but I've definitely improved! And just in time for Santa! lol

hey everyone