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Old Dec 20, 2014, 07:15 AM
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That your delusions/pre-delusions would seem strange to outsiders. This isn't to say that you don't think they're true, just that you recognize that most people wouldn't agree that they're true.

I'm wondering because my t said the last time I saw her that some schizophrenics have really good insight and can tell when they are psychotic. I'm curious because I've had times where I had some strange beliefs, but I don't know if I'd call them delusions because I knew that they were weird. For example, I thought I was a demon with superpowers for several months a year ago. I knew better than to tell my doctor about them, for fear that my zyprexa would be increased. So I obviously knew that she would think it was delusional, even though I didn't.

My t then went on to say some stuff that I really didn't agree with, like that despite sz having a strong biological basis, patients can have some control over their symptoms with willpower. So I don't know how much she really knows about psychosis, despite being an excellent t otherwise.
I usually keep my delusions to myself because I recognize that most other people would think I was weird if I told them about it. But I have shared my delusions with some people, hoping they would see that I was right (because I really thought I was right even though I realized it was weird). I also didn't share these thoughts with my T or pdoc for a long time because I knew they would react to it in some way that I wouldn't appreciate. I think some people can exert a (small) amount of control over their symptoms. But I think that if you don't believe it, you're not really delusional (I mean "you" as in "people in general").


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Old Dec 20, 2014, 08:43 AM
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When I thought I was being stalked and tortured I told everyone. I'm so embarrassed now. I told strangers and lost close friends over it. Horrible horrible horrible.
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Old Dec 20, 2014, 09:05 AM
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Oh Angelique you must feel so embarrassed now but talking about it at the time was probably a way of coping and it got you through it so theres no sense in regretting it now. We lose close friends for all sorts of reasons, if they couldnt stand by you in your hour of need then they likely wouldnt have stayed close friends for a long duration anyway. I hope you come to better terms with it all.
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Old Dec 20, 2014, 12:30 PM
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Oh Angelique you must feel so embarrassed now but talking about it at the time was probably a way of coping and it got you through it so theres no sense in regretting it now. We lose close friends for all sorts of reasons, if they couldnt stand by you in your hour of need then they likely wouldnt have stayed close friends for a long duration anyway. I hope you come to better terms with it all.
Thanks Neil. Well, two of them had been my friends for over 30 years. It's painful losing friends like that. Who knew psychosis could be so convincing and arise so spontaneously. It's so sad.
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