roll call 43

great seeing you on here medicalfox. sorry about the hospitalizations

I plan on it, I will mostly be posting pics of animals (:

i have a Canon T2i myself

@newtus and @junk- Thanks! I'm getting better slowly and haven't been manic in awhile, still have hallucinations here and there, but nothing too bad.

actually im going to try to let my hair grow out this year. probably for two years. idk. i cut my hair 2-3 times in 2014. i want it to be long now. at least medium length. right now its short and its so cool that way but idk...

Oh that's pretty snazzy, I have a Canon rebel SL1. What kind of photography do you do?

i usually take pictures of people. sometimes animals. its just a hobby really. i also use it to make films. theres a niche of making films with DSLRs because the depth of focus on them is similar to using authentic/real film or comparable to professional film quality.

so just in case you guys missed this from last roll call: my professor emailed me back and said my intake of food was dangerously low and that he will give me a full grade but also something about if i feel the need i can call him for nutrition tips.

I'm not making any resolutions this year.

Are you in college now?

yea i went back so i had something to do to pass the time cuz im at home mostly all day by myself. everyday.

i meant to tell you guys earlier in the day. i had a dream about my aunt that passed away last month. it was pretty vivid. she was alive in my dream and seemed mentally and physically disturbed. like she was in pain and troubled by something. she was quiet mostly in the dream but kept staring at me. in the first part of the dream she fell in a well head first and somehow i picked her up and out. she kept saying "you saved my life. you saved my life".

i think its a sign from her spirit. i dont believe ive ever dreamed about her before.

scared.gonna try to go to bed.im tired but afraid im gonna die

Only a few days until your shot right?

yes friday

Morning roll call,

Just leaving to go on holiday for a week this morning. Not sure if we have wifi so I may or may not be around.

If not, Happy New Year all!

I hope you feel better today but you'll make it through ok even if it's hard.

I've lost more weight! I've now lost 4lbs in 5 days. This diet is incredible

I don't have an appointment until near the end of January and that's just for my injection - so I still can't talk to the nurse.

Could you ring her instead?

I could, but I don't really like talking over the phone, I have before though, they'll probably be back on the 5th.

I don't want her thinking that I'm desperate to talk to her either though.

I can understand that. You do want to talk to her though so you can either wait till your appt or ring her they're the only options really. You could ring her and ask for a sooner appt just to talk?

I guess so, it's just she will probably be thinking I should be fine, since its not too long that I got out the hospital.
I don't think they will be working today though, so I'll have to call on Monday.

I'm sure she'd rather you called her if you need to rather than trying to hold it back. Sorry to hear youv been in hospital btw. Yeah they probably won't be in today with it being New Year's Eve.

I cleaned out the guinea pig cage today. I found it really difficult because she's not there anymore. The flat seems to be too quiet without her. I miss hearing her make loud noises when I walk into my room.

Today I've been unable to leave the flat. I've been watching carefully out of my window. The sheer amount of people out there watching my every move is ridiculous. What did I do to deserve this?