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#1
Feb 13, 2015, 10:28 PM
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Before I found this forum, I didn't have anyone to talk to about it who actually knew what I was going through but the more and more I post, the more I get paranoid that everyone is decoys and it's part of a conspiracy to make me feel like I'm not alone when in reality, they're trying to break me and get me to kill myself so they don't have to.
I've played this post out in my head many times and I know what responses I'll get but I feel like they're all programmed responses to try to maintain the illusion that I'm not alone. But I don't think they know I would see through their plot. |
 falcon09, Sometimes psychotic
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Feb 13, 2015, 11:06 PM
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Hi, I know that it would be easier for me not to post. I don't know what to say to help you feel better, or to make you not feel how you feel. I don't have schizophrenia. I'm new to all of this, relatively. The only thing I can tell you is why I came here. I have a friend with schizophrenia, as well as another friend with borderline personality disorder. I wanted to learn more about their disorders, but I really needed people to talk to for myself. Everyone here has been amazing, and I'm glad to get to know everyone, including you. I apologize if my post has upset you at all.
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Feb 13, 2015, 11:09 PM
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You haven't. I'm just fighting with myself. I'm so paranoid and don't have meds to do anything. |
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#4
Feb 13, 2015, 11:25 PM
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That must be a terrible feeling. Will you be able to get meds soon?
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#5
Feb 13, 2015, 11:26 PM
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Next Thursday.
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#6
Feb 13, 2015, 11:38 PM
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That's a long time. I hope you feel relief before then. I try to be on whenever I can, if you ever need to talk, or need someone to listen.
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Feb 14, 2015, 01:10 AM
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When symptomatic I have occasionally felt for example that people are really psychiatrists here to study me or that this is all a plot to get me to reveal too much and embarrass me.or stuff like that so I can relate to some extent albeit not as extreme a life/death....I can usually talk myself out of it by telling people how I'm feeling about them at the moment.
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#8
Feb 14, 2015, 01:20 AM
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Is it possible to delete all of your posts?
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Feb 14, 2015, 01:26 AM
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Feb 14, 2015, 01:28 AM
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They will delete a certain number though if you flag them using the exclamation point and why.
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