Roll Call 48

I only have a week and a half of classes left, then I start my next 2 classes. I will have my very first college credits soon

Good morning PC!

I'm going back to bed. The 10mg Abilify is making me shake so I asked for some Ativan. Which didn't do anything yet again. **** benzos they only work in high doses for me.

That's a great achievement, well done!

How are you getting on Tweaky? Do you have your own room and all?

Benzos won't really do much for dystonia or side effects, you should ask for some procyclidine or Akineton or something like that, though they won't get you high

idk why everything comes into my car and not my dads. but then again my dad doesnt drive a car. he drives trucks which are all high off the ground and i drive a muscle car which is really low to the ground.

rooting for you!

You drive a muscle car! Can you post a picture or a picture of the same type? I loves me some muscle cars!

I'm going to refuse my meds. I said the Ativan doesn't work but they won't cooperate with me. I also chewing 8mg nicotine gum I just feel dizzy and agitated.

Thank chicken I'll ask about the other meds right now

It doesn't work at a lower dose because it sounds like you've developed an addiction/dependency to higher doses that is probably very unhealthy and they are trying to get to a normal level of medication.

well actually i dont think my car is a muscle car anymore.

especially giveen the year it is. and a lot of people dont consider it to be.
i didnt know whether to say sports car or muscle car. but its not exactly a sports car.

this is obviously not MINE for privacy reasons. but same year and a mustang.

Oh dear God that's a beautiful car! I applaud your taste! If I was to have something like that over here it would probably cost about €2000 a year to tax and the petrol/gas would be pretty damn high! My fiancee would go mad for that car. I don't know a whole lot about cars but that looks like a muscle car to me... and it's a mustang! :drool:

No hawk pics yet, I'm waiting for them to arrive. I did get into fight with my lunch, though. My potato melted my fork then tried to go up my nose. Not amused.

funny you say i have good taste. i didnt get to choose my car. my dad bought me that car when i was 16. i actually wanted a jaguar. i wanted something high class. lol. hahaha. omg yeaaa. but mustangs run in the family. my sister got a cobra when she was 16 too and my dad has two of these:

(obviously not personal pics for privacy reasons too)



but i quickly learned to love these cars

No I just started the benzos I want to go home I'm fine

My fiancee had two lower end Ford's (fiesta and mondeo) and I just fell in love with them, they're a great car, very reliable and a great beginners car.

You're very lucky your Dad has taste then You wouldn't see many muscle cars around here. Because they wouldn't be the most 'environmentally friendly' cars in the World the motor tax is just ridiculous! And because there's not too many of them over here it can be quite expensive to get parts. Our fuel prices are much higher than the states too, am I right to assume they just devour petrol/gas?

im not sure about over there but at one point i know the fuel prices peaked at 5 dollars somewhere around the US here. and this year i know in my area the lowest ive seen this month was $1.38 maybe. its been an all time low here in the US supposedly. but ford mustangs are considered an affordable muscle/sports car here so they are hated on by a lot of people. especially people who like corvettes and stuff. mustangs here are a big bang for your buck. you can get a ton of horsepower and it looks good for an affordable price.

the good thing about fords here at least mustangs is that you can buy parts here and work on them at home.

I hate this place because of my mental state

Just give me my damn prns and stop questioning me like for god sakes I DONT NEED BREATHING EXERCISES FOR AGITATION.

I'm on max everything apparently and it doesn't work so what ever I'm going home as soon as they let me

Americans Taste Irish Snacks

thats how i feel all the time

im contemplating drinking a cup of coffee but my stomach hurt again from just eating chips and candy again so idk.

In one of those moods where I don't know what to say tonight... but hey everyone!

Hi Loial! I get those moods often.

I wish time went faster.

"No you've had enough lorazepam and clonazepam it's too much" Pfff what? You basically gave me a placebo. I have a natural high tolerance that's why I can stop them cold turkey and be fine.

I'm not taking my concerta anymore I'm just gonna sleep to pass the time

I actually don't know the prices per litre here right now as I don't need to pay attention when I'm filling my bike up, it's a small tank so never costs over €10 or so! I'm definitely moving to America, awesome cars for good value! That's cool that you can fix them up yourself too, I'm a bit stupid when it comes to car or bike problems

I love that so much! There's an Irish people taste American snacks. One said that twinkies taste like gone off cake lol

You'd want to calm down on the talking and asking about meds. I'm just saying that because they'll see you as med seeking and will end up not giving you anything. Mindfulness and breathing exercises can be very good at combating agitation and anxiety, don't diss them, give it a chance. I hope you don't mind me saying this but I think you're just agitated because you can't get high off your meds. Going home to take stimulants in large doses is one thing but going home to take a s__t load of benzo's is a bad idea, I mean a really bad idea. This time last year I was in ICU fighting for my life on machines and a ventilator because of my fondness for OD'ing on benzo's. And that's exactly what you are doing, you're overdosing. I really hope you can get through it without having to find out the hard way how this type of behaviour works.

Hi Loial!

if i dont drink a cup of coffee ill be in bed all day