Roll Call 48

its comes on at 9pm or later for central time and west of the country. earlier for the east coast.

yea i used livejournal but mostly xanga.

and i learned html when i was 9 and made many websites.

I don't want to sleep but I'd die of boredom. I'm in the insomnia phase of my sleep that lasts weeks or months. Then it's the opposite.

I don't get how zyprexa is 20mg a day max. I can take 100mg and I'm sure it would be a good dose. (I won't try obviously).

dude they make them strip and squat and cough when doing intake in prison.

they do that ALL THE TIME IN HOSPITAL.

dude prison reminds me so much of hospital. thats so sad.

That sounds infinitely horrible.

People in the nut house smuggle forks like that. Forks are bad mkkk

what about sporks? Do they allow sporks?

You'd be surprised at how creative people can be to die

this show is kinda a trigger for me.
it reminds me of the hospital so much and my experiences so much its not even funny.

Lol I once told a friend on Skype during Christmas to help me die with a Christmas tree as a random joke then she said "What? Do you want me to stab you with the star??" I lost it there lol

Soz newtus.

I may never look at a Christmas tree star the same way. From now on, no stars.

soz?....

It means sorry. I don't want you to suffer.. I know you've had bad experiences so I stop.

oh i didnt know what you meant by Soz.
its ok. i understand now.

I believe this What color is the dress thing is to keep people's minds occupied while something else is going on, That we are not noticing. Like maybe a coverup? It is a good plan if you entertain other people's minds with something complex they will not pay attention to the bigger picture any longer...
But I guess that none of that really matters... Anyway, How is everyone? Tonight Is weird I keep having the strangest moments and hallucinations they are hard to explain something must be going on but I don't really know what. Just crazy as usual I guess.

What is happening with my mind is a scary situation that has been happening since child hood but nothing in life should be played around with because it can cause things to worsen. My Schizophrenia happened around the same time I started transcending from childhood to pre-teen age. 11/12 and up. I imagine most schizophrenics have brilliant minds and high intelligence maybe that is our problem our minds are so advanced that it is hard to handle for us to keep up with them?

i cant believe this roll call is almost over with!

i woke up early. i was outside smoking at 5 30am and my neighbor came out to go to work i guess. she didnt see me at first so i wasnt gonna say anything but then she turned to get in her car and she said OMG. i said hey didnt mean to scare you. oops. i would have been freaked out if i were her.

i got up around 2 something to use the bathroom and i hit the right side of my right foot on the door frame. it hurt really bad. i thought it would go away but when i woke up at 5 30 my pinky toe hurt really bad. i looked at it and its black. i dont think its broken but it does hurt. and i think the nail is gonna come off. wahhhhh!!!!

Sorry to hear about the pinky. They get the most abuse, but they are fighters.

Good morning everyone. I'm trying to be all ninja like, posting from work. I'm probably not a very good ninja though. Hope today treats everyone nicely.

Good morning Door! Hope you have a nice ninja-esq day today! Ninjas are awesome!

Good morning.

So exhausted today!

Door it sounds like youre having an affair with rollcall and are having to sneak around!

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