hey

First, I want to apologize for anything or anyone I offended. I was very irritable. But I was hoping you guys would forgive me. I want to come back, I guess I'll base it on who reply and want me back.

I struggle with paranoia daily...I think I belong here.

You do belong here! I enjoy having you around.

You don't have to apologize. We all know what it's like.

i hope u come back

Do come back! You definitely are a part of the community here!

^Agreed.

I hope you come back.

Thank you so much everyone!

I've thought many times of running away from this forum but the ability to talk to others who live the same life, it makes my day more bearable and gives me a distraction and a place to vent or say whatever paranoid/delusional thought I have no one else to tell without getting weird responses. Because we all understand. There is no judgment here and I love this board and the people on it.

I'm fairly new here, but I'm finding more and more when I have a bad day I come here. If only to see that other people are struggling and that they are supported here, also helps if I post about my own struggle there is almost always someone responding supporting me and I am not treated like I am insane.

Exactly!

Thanks you guys. Yeah I was very irritable. Feel bad for acting on it here. I'm on zyprexa now. I can't believe how much it's helping. Unfortunately, I've gained ten lbs of the 25 I've lost. But it helps at this point more than it hurts. Feels good not being so irritable and unable to sleep. I'm still a little paranoid though, that's no fun, lol.

Hope everyone is well.