Roll call 55

08:45 AM

Nvm I just got up.

New roll call! :]

May 16, 2015 at 08:06 AM

Is is weird to miss the hospital.. Idk a few people said that everyone does. Makes sense because of the state of that hospital.

Everyone should be waking up for breakfast there and are given meds. I liked free breakfast xp

Door2015 · May 16, 2015 at 08:12 AM

Morning Tweaky, thanks for the RC. I think it's normal to miss it. Speaking of waking up and having breakfast. I'm super hungry.

newtus · May 16, 2015 at 09:07 AM

yea sometimes i miss the hospital. most times i dont anymore tho.

newtus · May 16, 2015 at 09:20 AM

i cant believe we are on roll call 55. i remember when we were on roll call 5

Blue_Bird · May 16, 2015 at 09:38 AM

I did badly on my History test....

Oh well, I guess I'll try harder next week.

May 16, 2015 at 09:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Is is weird to miss the hospital.. Idk a few people said that everyone does. Makes sense because of the state of that hospital.

Everyone should be waking up for breakfast there and are given meds. I liked free breakfast xp

I was miserable in the hospital with the worst time of akathasia imaginable. It went untreated no matter how much I insisted something was wrong. other than that I did enjoy the community and talking to the older people. They felt so lonely for some reason and striking up a conversation would open up a whole new world for them. They didn't feel a part of the community, so they wouldn't speak in group therapy, unless you made them feel like a human being. I miss that.

Also, there was this one woman going through mania, we told each other our histories and diagnoses. I told her that people aren't their disorder, because everyone hated her for it. She told me, after a year long psychosis that I almost didn't make out alive, and lost everything, that if it only takes a year to be great, isn't it worth it?

What a thing to say...

There a many moments I miss it.

May 16, 2015 at 10:27 AM

People, I'm a bit stuck here. I was asked by one of the lads out of my old college course to head out with them on Wednesday as they're finished their degree and all their exams. I should be finishing with them but I dropped out 2 years ago. I went out with them last year after their exams and it was great fun. But now that they're finished and they're celebrating that I feel like a bit of an outsider going out with them, because I dropped out.

What do you guys think I should do? Should I head out with them or not? I'm not sure, maybe this is just me being a little bit paranoid. I get on great with them and they are my friends, I just haven't seen any of them in about a year. Hmmm. :/

justmeandmyhead · May 16, 2015 at 10:35 AM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

People, I'm a bit stuck here. I was asked by one of the lads out of my old college course to head out with them on Wednesday as they're finished their degree and all their exams. I should be finishing with them but I dropped out 2 years ago. I went out with them last year after their exams and it was great fun. But now that they're finished and they're celebrating that I feel like a bit of an outsider going out with them, because I dropped out.

What do you guys think I should do? Should I head out with them or not? I'm not sure, maybe this is just me being a little bit paranoid. I get on great with them and they are my friends, I just haven't seen any of them in about a year. Hmmm. :/

I can imagine how you feel, all the people I used to hang out with have finished uni and got proper jobs and I was doing nothing and I felt like a failure when I saw them. But at the end of the day they are still your friends so they won't be judging you they will just be glad to see you. I say go for it you'll probably have a great time.

May 16, 2015 at 11:21 AM

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Originally Posted by chickenfoot

People, I'm a bit stuck here. I was asked by one of the lads out of my old college course to head out with them on Wednesday as they're finished their degree and all their exams. I should be finishing with them but I dropped out 2 years ago. I went out with them last year after their exams and it was great fun. But now that they're finished and they're celebrating that I feel like a bit of an outsider going out with them, because I dropped out.

What do you guys think I should do? Should I head out with them or not? I'm not sure, maybe this is just me being a little bit paranoid. I get on great with them and they are my friends, I just haven't seen any of them in about a year. Hmmm. :/

Do it. It's like getting on a bicycles. Once you're on there is no thought, you're just doing it. If you are really nervous write out a list of topics, jokes, and interesting things related that you can all understand. You can do it.

May 16, 2015 at 11:25 AM

I was fine with the bumps on my inner lip until I saw the black dot on the inside of my cheek.

My mom says that she thinks it's ok just a blood clot but we're going to make a doctors appointment anyways just in case..

May 16, 2015 at 11:29 AM

@Chickenfoot, do it! I always said no to parties and I regret that.

May 16, 2015 at 12:18 PM

Thanks for your replies and insight guys. I think I may as well head out, sure if I'm not having a good time I'll just head home!

Atypical_Disaster · May 16, 2015 at 01:01 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Is is weird to miss the hospital.. Idk a few people said that everyone does. Makes sense because of the state of that hospital.

Everyone should be waking up for breakfast there and are given meds. I liked free breakfast xp

I don't think it's weird, I've heard many people say things like this.

I've never missed the hospital but it seems pretty normal for a lot of people to miss certain things about it.

Atypical_Disaster · May 16, 2015 at 01:02 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i cant believe we are on roll call 55. i remember when we were on roll call 5

Lol, I know right?

Atypical_Disaster · May 16, 2015 at 01:04 PM

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Originally Posted by 0dysseus

I was miserable in the hospital with the worst time of akathasia imaginable. It went untreated no matter how much I insisted something was wrong. other than that I did enjoy the community and talking to the older people. They felt so lonely for some reason and striking up a conversation would open up a whole new world for them. They didn't feel a part of the community, so they wouldn't speak in group therapy, unless you made them feel like a human being. I miss that.

Also, there was this one woman going through mania, we told each other our histories and diagnoses. I told her that people aren't their disorder, because everyone hated her for it. She told me, after a year long psychosis that I almost didn't make out alive, and lost everything, that if it only takes a year to be great, isn't it worth it?

What a thing to say...

There a many moments I miss it.

The bolded part, yeah that happened to me when I was in the hospital in early 2013. Worst akathisia I've ever had and they did nothing even though I couldn't sleep or sit still at all and just UGH... I hate Saphris.

May 16, 2015 at 01:07 PM

I'm so isolated and I really liked talking to people there. Now I'm back in my basement. Thinking that it's midnight when it's actually noon.

May 16, 2015 at 01:22 PM

Akathesia is one of the most mentally painful feelings I think.

Right now on Abilify, I tense every muscle in my body and then let go. It works. I was told to do that during meditation sessions etc

I can't type while thinking about these random thoughts and then forget everything in the .... <<<<<---- example.. Screw it. I hope my new psychiatrist won't be such a prick and actually take my words seriously like the one in the hospital.

Atypical_Disaster · May 16, 2015 at 01:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

I'm so isolated and I really liked talking to people there. Now I'm back in my basement. Thinking that it's midnight when it's actually noon.

I know isolation sucks but I had to chuckle when I read this because I live in the basement too!

Atypical_Disaster · May 16, 2015 at 01:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hyperagitate

Akathesia is one of the most mentally painful feelings I think.

Right now on Abilify, I tense every muscle in my body and then let go. It works. I was told to do that during meditation sessions etc

I can't type while thinking about these random thoughts and then forget everything in the .... <<<<<---- example.. Screw it. I hope my new psychiatrist won't be such a prick and actually take my words seriously like the one in the hospital.

I refer to akathisia as chemical torture for a ****ing good reason.

I can relate to the thought disorder **** too, when I'm doing badly I just have too many thoughts and they all spill everywhere and I forget what I was saying or going to say or whatever because my brain is on ****ing overload all the damn time.

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Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	May 16, 2015 at 07:56 AM #1 Nvm I just got up. New roll call! :] Last edited by Anonymous37841; May 16, 2015 at 08:45 AM..

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	May 16, 2015 at 08:06 AM #2 Is is weird to miss the hospital.. Idk a few people said that everyone does. Makes sense because of the state of that hospital. Everyone should be waking up for breakfast there and are given meds. I liked free breakfast xp

Door2015 Grand Poohbah Member Since Jan 2015 Location: Florida Posts: 1,703 9 5,682 hugs given	May 16, 2015 at 08:12 AM #3 Morning Tweaky, thanks for the RC. I think it's normal to miss it. Speaking of waking up and having breakfast. I'm super hungry. __________________ The wound is where the light shines through. ~ Switchfoot

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	May 16, 2015 at 09:07 AM #4 yea sometimes i miss the hospital. most times i dont anymore tho. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	May 16, 2015 at 09:20 AM #5 i cant believe we are on roll call 55. i remember when we were on roll call 5 __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,508 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	May 16, 2015 at 09:38 AM #6 I did badly on my History test.... Oh well, I guess I'll try harder next week. __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	May 16, 2015 at 11:25 AM #11 I was fine with the bumps on my inner lip until I saw the black dot on the inside of my cheek. My mom says that she thinks it's ok just a blood clot but we're going to make a doctors appointment anyways just in case..

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	May 16, 2015 at 11:29 AM #12 @Chickenfoot, do it! I always said no to parties and I regret that.

Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	May 16, 2015 at 12:18 PM #13 Thanks for your replies and insight guys. I think I may as well head out, sure if I'm not having a good time I'll just head home!

Anonymous37841 Guest Posts: n/a	May 16, 2015 at 01:07 PM #17 I'm so isolated and I really liked talking to people there. Now I'm back in my basement. Thinking that it's midnight when it's actually noon.