[Caveman]

I'm 18, I have Asperger Syndrome, OCD and ADHD. Atleast that is what is diagnosed. Oh, and MDD.

About 3 years ago I started pushing away all friends and relatives. I locked myself up in my dark room. I like to keep it dark.

I talk to myself out loud when alone, and sometimes around my family. I say random things, basically whatever comes into my mind. This happens involuntarily. I also make wierd sounds, and if I hear a word I might repeat that word out loud to myself repeatedly. My family thinks im annoying, if you would leave a sound recorder in the kitchen when I'm cooking food and then listen to it, you would think that this guy has some serious issues.

I do not have hallusinations of any kind, or a voice in my head, exept my own.

My right hand and fingers very oftenly twitches very hard.

Sometimes I sing to myself and cry when I'm alone infront of the computer.

My speaking is clumsy.

Mood swings, easily agrivated.

This is really effecting me, because I can't be myself in public, people would call the mental hospital in seconds. If I find a Snack/Candy I like in a store and I say out loud "Oooh yeees, there you aaare" and then do an evil laugh, what will people think of me?

I really have to strain to act normal in public, or around relatives. Usally, I choose not to go outside at all, or when relatives come over, I just hide in my room.

I actually found out my blood tests and my Vitamin D was very, very low because I havn't gotten enough sunlight. I'm taking Vitamin D pills now.

I currently do not work or study, I don't have an education because I don't have any intrests, dreams or motivation. Everything is just "bleh".

[Angelique67]

Hi Caveman, none of that sounds very weird to me. But to answer your question it doesn't sound like you have schizophrenia. Why would you think so?