Roll Call 59

newtus · Jul 21, 2015, 06:48 PM

Talk away!

Lets chat!

Blue_Bird · Jul 21, 2015, 06:54 PM

Wow the other one went fast

A18793715 · Jul 21, 2015, 07:27 PM

Mhm. They seem to do when we're all on.

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newtus · Jul 21, 2015, 07:47 PM

sorry for your loss junkdna. just wanted you to know that. we are all thinking about you.

junkDNA · Jul 21, 2015, 07:52 PM

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sorry for your loss junkdna. just wanted you to know that. we are all thinking about you.

thank u. that means a lot. i think i am gonna be ok.. i just really wish i could talk to my T. but i understand that i have to wait. meanwhile i can talk to my mom and my friends. im going to my mom's tomorrow. the service might be on friday. i asked off work my next 2 days (weds and sat). i cried on the phone with my manager. i hope my mom is ok like she said she is. she is prob hurting a lot. i will miss my grandma... a lot. i have a lot of things to remind me of her. but it is sad to think back even on the good memories. im so glad i got to see her on sunday and kiss her and tell her i love her. i hope whatever happens after death is good to my grandma. my grandma was religious... i hope its what she expected.

newtus · Jul 21, 2015, 07:57 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

thank u. that means a lot. i think i am gonna be ok.. i just really wish i could talk to my T. but i understand that i have to wait. meanwhile i can talk to my mom and my friends. im going to my mom's tomorrow. the service might be on friday. i asked off work my next 2 days (weds and sat). i cried on the phone with my manager. i hope my mom is ok like she said she is. she is prob hurting a lot. i will miss my grandma... a lot. i have a lot of things to remind me of her. but it is sad to think back even on the good memories. im so glad i got to see her on sunday and kiss her and tell her i love her. i hope whatever happens after death is good to my grandma. my grandma was religious... i hope its what she expected.

i hope it is too.
as someone who is religious i hope it is too junkdna.
i have faith.

Door2015 · Jul 21, 2015, 08:18 PM

hey Junk. I also wanted to add my hugs. I know it's still probably a bit of a shock. I'm really glad you got to see her. When my grandpa died, I didn't get to go to the funeral, but I got to be with him shortly before he died. It was a really special thing. My grandma gave me a book of stories that my aunt recorded and had written down. I still haven't read them, I don't know why exactly. We are here for you, no matter what.

newtus · Jul 21, 2015, 08:33 PM

when my aunt died in november of 2014 Junk i was devasted. i think you all remember. i cried everyday. i still cry to this day. she was a wonderful woman in her early 60s. she had a heart attack. she didnt deserve it.

Angelique67 · Jul 21, 2015, 09:34 PM

I wish I could get rid of this anxiety.

A18793715 · Jul 21, 2015, 09:41 PM

I'm so exhausted. I don't even feel like I sleep. I close my eyes for a second and suddenly it's morning. I don't have any dreams ever when I'm in this mood.

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Angelique67 · Jul 21, 2015, 11:32 PM

I don't know when I'll be able to sleep. I really messed up my schedule again and I have an early appointment in a week.

A18793715 · Jul 22, 2015, 12:44 AM

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I don't know when I'll be able to sleep. I really messed up my schedule again and I have an early appointment in a week.

That's why I always schedule for the latest I can.

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justmeandmyhead · Jul 22, 2015, 01:27 AM

Barely slept last night. Think I'm definitely getting depressed I feel awful. Doesn't help that I'm alone a lot. I would call my parents but I want them to think of me as an independent adult so I'm struggling along on my own.

justmeandmyhead · Jul 22, 2015, 01:29 AM

I'm really sorry about your grandma junk. Hope your doing okay today

Axiom · Jul 22, 2015, 02:07 AM

I am taking the train today. I hate traveling. I absolutely hate it. And I just found out the stupid train doesn't even go from the main station because they're doing work on the rails, so I have to spend 45 minutes taking different overcrowded buses and waiting at different stations and stops because they didn't even bother to add extra buses to fill in for the trains. This is going to be hell. I just want to go to bed and cry until I fall asleep again but I can't. My stress level is 10/10.

Jul 22, 2015, 02:41 AM

Not going to my psychology appointment today. If I tell him anything that's going on I'll probably end up back in hospital, which I don't want. Maybe I won't but it's hard to tell and I can't take that risk that I won't say something stupid that'll land me back in there. I didn't ring to cancel so I can expect a phone call... I hate talking over the phone, I always sound so rude because I just answer 'yes' and 'no' so it'll end. Ughhh not doing the best at the moment so I'm not.

newtus · Jul 22, 2015, 03:09 AM

im wide awake. its 3am urghhh

newtus · Jul 22, 2015, 03:38 AM

hello insomniacs.
care to chat?

ensconce · Jul 22, 2015, 03:43 AM

me too wide awake.

newtus · Jul 22, 2015, 04:06 AM

whats up?

Loial · Jul 22, 2015, 04:12 AM

Morning!

Makes a change to see someone around when I first check-in... sorry to hear you guys can't sleep.

ensconce · Jul 22, 2015, 04:20 AM

Not much. Just up and awake.

Blue_Bird · Jul 22, 2015, 04:41 AM

I'm going to buy myself some nice new clothes and makeup and try to feel pretty haha I haven't felt that way in a long time

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Blue_Bird · Jul 22, 2015, 04:42 AM

I get my stitches out tomorrow. I hope it's not infected. It's kinda red and itchy though...

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ensconce · Jul 22, 2015, 04:43 AM

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I'm going to buy myself some nice new clothes and makeup and try to feel pretty haha I haven't felt that way in a long time

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Sounds good go for it

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