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Legendary Wise Elder
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#201
Pretty pic Alone and Afraid
Man it's only the second day of my diet and I'm craving candy like mad. I could go for a twix bar, or 10 __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Door2015
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#202
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Today, is like the third or fourth day of being vegetarian. Last night my boyfriend was eating taquitos and I just sat there and watched him eat them. I remind myself I'm doing this for the better and possibly lose weight. I actually thought about fasting, but there is too many people around me most of the time and they'll make me eat. __________________ DX: Depression, OCD, ADHD RX: Prozac (60mg) and Strattera (25mg) |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#203
i just slept like 2 hours
i woke up i thought it was morning again __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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The Dopamine Flux
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#204
oh by the way
IM EATING TACO BELL! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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A18793715, Alone_and_Afraid, Blue_Bird, cogladaid, Door2015, Erti, Sometimes psychotic
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#205
At Casa Ole we have a creepy looking waiter...
__________________ DX: Depression, OCD, ADHD RX: Prozac (60mg) and Strattera (25mg) |
Legendary Wise Elder
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#206
Looking at retro Pokemon toys on ebay, brings back memories. Wish I still had my collection
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Door2015
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The Dopamine Flux
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#207
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#208
__________________ DX: Depression, OCD, ADHD RX: Prozac (60mg) and Strattera (25mg) |
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The Dopamine Flux
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#209
ive been having some trouble telling my dreams from reality for awhile guys.
i dream about a lot. idk why im having trouble. ive also been hearing voices lately and having lots of paranoia. ive been on edge. and this was before my chickens died so idk where this stress came from. this has been here for ahwile. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Alone_and_Afraid, Door2015, Sometimes psychotic
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#210
I'm not bad
I'm not bad I'm not bad I'm not bad I am good, I try to be, but I am not bad. They are wrong about me |
Door2015, Sometimes psychotic
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#211
I realized if I had never left living with my brother or especially with the evil person, I don't think I would be here today. I'm thankful to live where I live now. Surrounded by people who actually care about me. Even though I'm still suicidal, it's mild compared if I had to live in hell. It's sad that my own family doesn't even care. It hurts a lot to know that both sides of my family hate me in a way. I'm glad I have my boyfriend. Without him, I would be long gone. I never planned my future. I always planned my demise ever since I lived with people who abuse me physically and mentally which was at the age of 9 (after my mom passed). It's worse ever since my dad passed away two years ago because the people who cared the most about me are gone. If it wasn't for my boyfriend or his family, I wouldn't be here. It's strange to think about this. The doctor said I'll continue to have bad thoughts. I just need to control them. I see a therapist Tuesday to help.
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#212
My doctor even told me that he would be more surprised if I was 'normal' because of what I've been through. I used to think everyone had a tough life.
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Comfy Sedation
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#213
i saw a movie... it was the gift. it was ok, kinda slow and drawn out. it felt long but was a little over 2 hours.
i also saw a deer on the side of the road. i hate deer so much. they are everywhere here and can really mess your **** up. its worse at night when u cant see them and then BAM they are in front of ur car. i hit a deer once, well it hit me... it just ran into the side of my car. i didnt know wtf happened! anyway thats my deer rant. __________________ |
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#214
Good morning!
__________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Grand Poohbah
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#215
Good morning Blue bird! I've got to get ready to go to work in a few, but I was able to catch up at least on the last few days. Hugs to everyone. I'm drinking coffee out of my favorite Dalek cup. My sister made it for me and it's shooting an extermination beam of hearts. Although, the hearts are starting to wear off. But that seems reasonable coming from a Dalek. Last night at work was odd. It was distressing and enjoyable, just not at the same time. Idk what I'm going to do about this chef. At least I don't have to see him till Thursday. Have a good day, y'all. If I'm lucky I'll be back on after work.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#216
Hey Door, hope work goes good for you
I figured out what my next tattoo will be!! Hello Kitty as a zombie! __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Last edited by Blue_Bird; Aug 10, 2015 at 09:12 AM.. |
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#217
Good morning!
I had a dream that my boyfriend tricked me into eating a hamburger. __________________ DX: Depression, OCD, ADHD RX: Prozac (60mg) and Strattera (25mg) |
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#218
God, just looking over my linkedin. It makes me look soooo much better than I actually am. I guess that's the point really but I've been out of the loop for over 2 years and my skills are fading. My next job probably won't be a software engineer like it should be at this stage but probably behind the counter at subway. Ughh, I really messed up.
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#219
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#220
Blue_Bird, those colours would look amazing in a tattoo. Don't forget to post a pic when you get it done!
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