I am inconsistently inconsistent I am a person but there is a darkside a dark force within me that tries to control my life it's a perfect chaos a outstanding feature of utter intelectual proportions. They know the features that kill the outlandish tale of the force and he knows we know of his being I believe in this adverse reaction. When I speak he speaks but he doesn't always get out through my words. when I think he replaces my thoughts with images that he knows will hurt me because my only fear is that of someone I love being in harms way. If something is going wrong in their lives It might be my fault sometimes he may be punishing me until I do whatever it is he wants me to do. They make me want to die but make me want to live it's strange.. . Everyonce in a while I am strifeled to Unattach my emotional state from my physical being to take a outer look at my persona in person and then I am able to understand my physical state of being so that I may make the repairs to control my psyche. I am the embodiment of perfect chaos as well as perfect harmony I can cause tragedy as well as peace with just a blink of my eye with just a thought in my mind although even though this is as it is I choose peace always but the others out there with my same abilites out mark me and choose chaos so I am over ruled in the long run. But when I can accomplish my life's mend I will save you all. this is my promise to you all. Good bye friends until next time....
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