[Shaly78]

I was told I have post traumatic stress disorder, psychosis, anxiety, depression, and dissociative identity disorder. I identity more with schizophrenia especially Mid year 2013 when media television started to talk with me serving as like a tracking spy entity. I can't find any other multiple that has this similarity or knows what I'm talking about. I'm not talking about just having a similarity with a television show. I'm talking about in a pattern of sequence of event. My internet history my day to day activities. A coindence like synchronicity it has happened since 2013. Not on every programming channel, but just at certain times. I saw on this forum that some schizophrenia and psychosis really know about this. Recently, I thought well maybe I get television shows that are prerecorded from another part of the world. My story/life etc was put into a big database that someone search for things that are related to me. This area has gotten programming tailored to my life/story. It has been the most puzzled and scared about life since I was told about the diagnoses in 2012. I feel like I'm inpatient in my home, intensive therapy via home. There are break ins when inside, my thoughts, gets on to something like I'm about to get a memory. The news stories are all geared around what I've been doing while not at home and also my internet history. I have reason to believe it is cult like or some sort of programming for the area I live in all the east coast states. Can anyone direct me to some reading material so that I can cope with this? This is just regular television it is even worst on cable.. A little background unauthorized had my life broadcast on twitter almost as exactly as I did stuff in my home. I know they don't put cameras in people's home like that. I do know that cameras are every where in public, if someone wanted to they have can tap into camera or use detectives. I can easily blame this one leader for this part knowing that her father is a cop in the city I live in. For one while it keep me glued to twitter to see what they would broadcast next. At one point I thought my phone had a camera that turned my actions to words via a tweet. It was really usually I had a simple phone. I'm not delusional because I can trace this back to group I use to belong too but they never told me that this was their method. Today 2015, this is still happened I've left the group in every way shape and form. Now, I just believe I have schizophrenia. I live a secluded life especially back then with a only a few twitters and facebook messages. I didn't tweet my life or facebook my life. It was like someone was my mouth piece via those two media

[ofthevalley]

when I'm symptomatic the television talks to me and there is running commentary on my life. These things are usually negative stories.
I also have trouble with all the cameras around. I don't think it's okay to record people without their consent.
There are times I believe my dogs have chips linking them to PETA. Not sure what they want with me but whatever.
Sorry I king of went off on a tangent.

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[insilence]

to me it works similar to having a microphone hooked to a computer that uses area sounds to carry vocalization.