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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Door2015, junkDNA, Loial, newtus
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kitties!!
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Such cute cats!
I will share my Halloween costume when I go back to my hotel room. I'm having fun at this convention, though It's nice because I felt really bad earlier in the week |
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#224
i cant help but take more ambien again. i look forward to it every night. this time im taking it early so i can goto bed early. i miss door.
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I am getting ready to take my second prn klonopin. the neighborhood is starting to trick or treat and it makes me all topsy turvy with the noise and the banging on doors.
I have my porch light and family room light off, so it should be clear not to knock on my door. I hope no one does. I'm scared. I don't mean to be a party pooper but who knows who is walking around the neighborhood ready to hurt me, you know? __________________ the world is too loud Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder Depressive Type, PTSD, and Agoraphobia. Current meds: 30 mg Haldol, 10 mg Lexapro, 100 mg Lamictal, 0.5 mg Klonopin PRN |
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#226
Trick or treating with the kids. Good stuff
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Angelique67, Door2015, junkDNA, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
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What's everyone up to?
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#229
i have to admit something.
when i took ambien yesterday i tried to hurt my chickens with a weapon. i couldve easily hurt myself. but ive been wanting the high from the ambien because i am numb inside. im sick of being alone. i just want to be with my dad all the time but hes never here. i went out in the pouring rain again like i did 3-4 years ago. i blacked out on ambien. i believe the devil wants to kill me. my mom tried to give me an excorsicm when i was 17. she tricked me into it saying she was going to take me to nighttime church and she took me to a catholic church where a priest was waiting for me. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#231
no one ever comes knocking in the rural. still scared by the night time.
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Well no one has knocked so far and the klonopin is only helping so much. The kids next door are being even louder than usual. That isn't helping. It's like they don't know how to talk, just yell all the time.
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#233
Maybe the noise I heard yesterday of rocks being thrown at my window was really eggs. I don't want to actually find out.
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I just spent some money on knitting looms and yarns to make beds for the homeless cats at our local SPCA. Ordered through Amazon Smile so they get part of the sale too.
I need something to keep me busy during the days instead of just lying around. I ordered a set of crochet hooks and a kids' crochet book too, though I failed at learning crochet the one time I tried. I am determined to do it. Yarn work is so soothing to me, I want to be able to do it well. And help the cats, of course. __________________ the world is too loud Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder Depressive Type, PTSD, and Agoraphobia. Current meds: 30 mg Haldol, 10 mg Lexapro, 100 mg Lamictal, 0.5 mg Klonopin PRN |
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#237
Loads of kids came knocking here tonight, it was lovely to see their faces light up getting loads of candy. Actually ran out of sweets after spending €35 odd euro on the stuff. We live in a small village so I wasn't expecting it. Great to see it though, I can't wait to have a family and bring my own kids trick or treating!
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#238
I take it the exorcism didn't work?
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#239
I don't think I got trick or treaters this year
But I had organic bunny Graham's to give to the kids at the convention and none of them wanted any They took some but some brought them back |
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Oh gawd I hate myself. I need a beating right now.
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