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Grand Poohbah
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Nov 07, 2015 at 09:04 AM
#761
Morning guys, I'm about to get ready for work. I've determined that me trying to eat a grapefruit is like a t-Rex trying to eat a banana.
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 09:19 AM
#762
I feel like shite.
my eyes hurt and headache sooo bad. omg I had this really really real dream I went to prison for trying to kill myself and they took away my iPhone and gave me a wifi protected network blackberry that would take blurry pictures to hide the identity of the prisonsers. I was put in a less severe part of jail. I was first taken to the hospital but since I kept coming back to get cigarettes and roll my own cigarettes they considered me a problem and put me in level 1 detention center but its a step down from regular detention center. first thing that happened when I got there - a guy white - platinum blonde hair asked me my race and said "good to know, just to gget it out of the way". then he poured goo all over my hair when I turned my back to him. he was a white supremacist. omg I could go on with the details. it was like hospital but a jail. it was jail. for trying to kill myself. the hospital handed me over to jail. I slept on concrete slab with a thin mattress. I only got 7 hours of sleep. where I usually get 10 or so. my head hurts so bad. it feels big. like its swollen. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 09:34 AM
#763
the dream was so real i remember touching everything. in fact it may have been a parallel universe. it may have been half real.
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 09:47 AM
#764
being out of meds is not good. i hope i dont have a sizure or anything. i need the meds so bad. im shaking.
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Oct 2014
Location: USA
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Nov 07, 2015 at 10:41 AM
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Nov 07, 2015 at 10:48 AM
#766
why do I attract such creepy men?!
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 10:48 AM
#767
my dad gave me some of his xanax and i feel a little better but still on edge
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Nov 07, 2015 at 11:48 AM
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I hope you feel better soon, newtus
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 11:54 AM
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thank you kori. thanks angelique. i appreciate that. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Nov 07, 2015 at 12:24 PM
#770
My insurance will no longer cover hydroxyzine. I hope I can pay for it myself. And I don't think I can go through with the nuclear stress test. I don't know what to do.
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El Psy Congroo
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Location: UK
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Nov 07, 2015 at 12:47 PM
#771
Evening everyone!
 Although typically Sundays have been the day I treat myself meal wise, I decided to treat myself tonight. I've just opened a beer & I'll be making a Chicken Korma later, got a mini naan bread to go with it too for a change! __________________   "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson  |
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Elder
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Nov 07, 2015 at 12:55 PM
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 01:31 PM
#773
it actually feels really good not to be doing school right now but i feel quilty for dropping out. i had to pay back 300 dollars of my financial aid just now.
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Nov 07, 2015 at 02:59 PM
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I'm sorry you feel guilty. But remember that you tried your best, don't be too hard on yourself. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 03:14 PM
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thanks. its not about the money i have to pay back. i just feel like a complete failure. i really need this break to get my head on straight for school in spring. i hope i can do it in spring  . i dont want to fail again. upping my medicine really did me in i think. cuz all that upping my meds happened when i was in fall school.
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The Dopamine Flux
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Nov 07, 2015 at 05:59 PM
#776
where is everyone?
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Nov 07, 2015 at 06:07 PM
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Nov 07, 2015 at 06:10 PM
#778
just watching pron, with a sparkling water beverage. I was at the bar studying from 12-4pm. I may go over my notes in preparation H.
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Nov 07, 2015 at 06:18 PM
#779
Just finished eating and took my Latuda as you have to take that one with food.
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Comfy Sedation
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Location: the woods
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Nov 07, 2015 at 06:19 PM
#780
gonna find a place with a girl...one of Ts clients . she is also in our therapy group. she is really chill...she has 3 jobs and an art studio. i will be in the same town as T and his center. he said i can hang out there more. he is super excited. i trust him to know that this girl and i will get along well. shes really nice... so i am ok with it. i didnt expect this but i am going to go forward with it. my T is most happy about me not being so isolated. we agree that my isolation exacerbates my symptoms. he was never really happy about me living alone. also the town is so much safer than where i am now. i am excited about it but also nervous. a lot of things are changing. everyone says its good...so i hope it truly is.
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