Roll Call 65

how does death being the only real way to find out contradict it? i'm pretty tired so i'm not in my best Philosophizing shoes. but it doesn't really make a difference if it's real-real or fake-real when i'm smack in the middle of the experience. i don't mind either way as long as it doesn't interfere with my life, and until AM started speaking again it didn't. it was just a weird but harmless personal creation and afterlife belief.

My lips are always chapped and scabby
I can't find it in me to put lip balm on
Days like these I'd rather go around with scabby lips

Kori, I love your gif(?) It freaks me out though sometimes. I keep wondering why this woman is attacking a girl with a butterfly.

Hi guys, it's super early again, so it's the perfect time for me to have conversations. I returned Sunday late at night from my sisters house. It was a great time. Learned how to play spacecrew. Got to hang out with my family. My dad is doing very well for the time being. I'm thankful for that, and really proud of him. Had some wonderful Mexican/Cuban/Vegetarian food and a hello kitty ice cream cake with chocolate brownies. Took traditional pictures with the bear. And accidentally left my favorite homemade t-shirt up there. I suppose that's a down payment on thanksgiving. I hope to interact with you guys soon.

Hi Door! I woke up at 3:00 this morning lol I just stayed awake because coffee is a nice thing.

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Ive slept a total of 14 hours since Friday. Mwhahahahahahah

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Good morning! That sounds like something I would do. Coffee is what I look forward to about mornings. And breakfast. Breakfast is my favorite mealtime. I once asked my grandmother about how she reconciles her being a morning person while my grandfather wasn't. She basically said, I let him sleep and I get up and do whatever I want. That left an impression on me.

Hope your morning continues to be well!

Thank you. I love mornings so I didn't mind getting up so early. I feel at my best in the morning hours. and lol I'll eat breakfast food for lunch and dinner true story ha ha ha!

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Cancelled my ride to group today, just honestly don't feel up to going. I have to b there tomorrow anyway for 2 appointments.

i'd like to thank god, jesus, and the subterranean computer complex.

I consider myself a morning person but I'd never be up before 6am... wouldn't get enough sleep. I like my sleep.

also good morning. had a rough start but thinking about my pipboy is picking me up. hope everyone's having a good one!!!!! :>

(i'd love early mornings if they weren't mandatory. i usually get up at 4:00am every day, but i just decided this morning it needs to be 3:00-3:15 because i still can't seem to get anything done by the time i have to leave for work at 6:30.)

I love when I order stuff and I check and it's marked "out for delivery", it's fun getting packages

My husband had to cancel his fallout 4 pip boy edition, much to our chagrin. But he's going to still get the game. We have to wait for it to come into his store though. The good thing is, by that time it will only be $20. I have to find the positive in it somehow.

CHRIST i've done my most embarrassing thing in months today. someone like. started to whistle in another room and i just shrieked. like a help-i've-been-stabbed shriek. a ****-my-pants-jumpscare-in-a-horror-game shriek. a four-year-old's-first-day-at-preschool shriek. completely beyond my control. it was out before i could stop it. they timed it perfectly between my songs, i knew they'd start listening for cues to do it and here it is. i can't allow any moments of silence anymore. it's just getting worse.

im up and IM UP.
i got about 10 hours of sleep on my meds last night. had coffee.

got therapy today.

oh gosh i'm so sorry, i would be dying if i had to cancel. that's a great price for it tho!! especially if you're only interested in the game and aren't so big on the collectibles

Usually he is into collectibles. But the credit card so No! Lol.

I'm waiting to see my psychiatrist
She's recommending a medication for nightmares but I don't want anymore meds

I want to be med free one day

On phone with my best friend who is a doctor, she asks an advice. I feel healthy already giving a doctor an advice and not otherwise like I usually do

Hey I just found out there are ad blockers for Safari in the app store if you've upgraded to iOS 9---just tested it and they work

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Just back from a serious session. Old friends, new friends, heavy metal thrashy music and copious amounts of alcohol in the best city in the World!!!!! Megadeth and Lamb of God where fecking amazing man! Such a great night. 11 hours straight drinking shots, more shots, cider, beer and this mysterious black stuff called hogbomb!

Poor fecker Randy Blythe of Lamb of God got jumped in Dublin city the night before and still played a killer set for us!

This is a part of what he had to say and it made me laugh so much because it's so damn true: "And Dublin - I still love you. I'm NOT afraid to come here, it's a lovely city, BUT... please neuter and spay your feral children."

Lamb of God's Randy Blythe Assaulted in Ireland

just came back from therapy. didnt go well. therapist said i seemed off. and then i trailed into a delusional state...

sorry im not feeling well you guys.

Cannot sleep for 30 hours and still counting..