[joacobanfield]

Hello. I am 14 and currently attending high school. And I have symptoms. Symptoms I like.
I dont want the little emotion voices gone. Not again.
My issue is, sometimes I get the thought of being extremely different from my classmates, because they dont have this blessing-curse.
I get really angry, react aggressivly to being touched, and isolate myself.
There is no pattern. What is this?

[Skeezyks]

Hello joacobanfield: I can't tell you what it is you are experiencing. This would be something you would need to see a mental health professional for. They would be able to diagnose your condition, if there is something there to be diagnosed. You wrote that you don't want to have your "little emotion voices gone." As far as feeling angry, reacting aggressively isolating go, these may be due to some depression & / anxiety you're experiencing. Perhaps there is something at home, or at school, that is causing you to feel stressed. If, by some chance, your high school has a counselor available to talk with students, it might be worthwhile to speak with that person. High school can certainly be a challenge. I know it was for me. But, as the saying goes... it gets better...

[joacobanfield]

No counselor, but final exams are near.
I also seem to say to myself a lot "You are not them. They will want to fight you. We'll have to win" or a variation.
As for not wanting the voices gone, lets just say they were the only ones I could open up to while managing to keep them.
Usually people dissappear when I tell them stuff like that.
Oh, and the voices have been there since 2012

[insilence]

all i can say is get on a medication that stops the voices. even though they are good, at anytime they could change. i get benevolent voices that just agree with me if im right, but used to tell the truth about news stories, tell me where things are etc..
but equally i was brought through a hellish set of scenarios over 4 years.

Im on clozapine which got rid of all the voices. I dont miss either ones.