Roll Call 69

That's terrible could she maybe not be admitted yet....if she's still waiting or in a triage area she might not be in the system yet. I take it she doesn't have a cell phone?

She was probably still in the ER but they hadn't admitted her yet? I'm sure it's just a mixup like ofthevalley said. Keep trying to call them, they'll get it right at some point.

ETA oops, I didn't see sp reply!

well i drank to get rid of my loneliness and boredom. so theres that.

im thinking of doing some yoga at home

I thouhgt I was going to die because I had no music to drown out the voices, but I remembered I still have my first ever iPod touch, so I pulled that out, dusted it off and plugged it in, it still works!

I tried to get a new phone today but I had an outstanding balance so I had to pay that off first, but I didn't have enough.

It really sucks being poor.

I'm glad you found your old iPod!

I'm so bored. Pacing isn't cutting it. I don't know what I should do. Maybe just continue sitting here in the dark.

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im laying in the dark

Listen to music? I usually just play Solitaire if I'm not sure what I want to do.

music always gets my mood up but i dont always listen to it. if you want something active to do ofthevalley, something like solitaire is good like angelique said. or writing or playing some sort of game.

when im not sure of what i want to do i talk to people on social media like twitter or the forums. but i mostly just lay in bed all day tbh.

I'm so scared. They might not do it tonight because there's no moonlight. That's what they said outside my front window a few minutes ago. They wanted to post a video online I think.

I'm trying to collect proof of what they're doing or the police will just send for an ambulance to take me to the psych ward. I'm praying all they'll do is what they did last Saturday night. I have a audio recording app.

But what if they come through a window. Oh my God. I'm terrified. No one believes me.

I think they're going to break in and torture/kill me. When they have everyone here. They did a signal whistle and car honk before 10 pm. But maybe they'll do it tomorrow night. I don't know. I did think they'd do it tomorrow but then it started sounding like what they did Wednesday night.

I think recording them is a good idea. I hope you are able to get some sleep.

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Thank you. I'm risking my everything just trying to get some good recordings
If they break in I'm dead. I don't know when they intend to do it, what night and hour. Last Saturday night it was around 1:40 when they began. If only I'd thought to record it then but I was too stunned and terrified. Police came I think but they were done.

I don't have renters insurance. I tried to get it in 2013 but no one would insure me because of the bad area I live in, not sure.

If they break in I'll just lose everything but if they kill me I guess that's moot. They were listening to some preacher again, earlier. I think it was some kind of hate speech but I don't know. How could anyone go from listening to that to doing this.

I have to be up as long as they are. If they do something while I'm asleep I'll be too disoriented to know what to do. Whole week of this. I'm so afraid. There are 7 windows in my apartment, I have no idea but the front window is opened enough for the window unit AC. That is probably the one they would use even though it's right on the street. I'm terrified of these a holes. All because I wasn't polite to him the day I was waiting for my taxi to go to the hospital test.

If they break in I probably won't survive it. I'm so afraid. I don't want to be a murder victim.

But if they do break in, the police would look at them first. So why would they? Are they just trying to scare me enough to leave?

my fav manager got fired BOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What for?

Can you get some sleep?

I was just wondering! I have a headache and I'm starving when I'm not petrified. I'm not sure if I should try to sleep and then have them do what they did again when I'm groggy and disoriented. I just don't know. Thank you for asking.

I think you should sleep. I don't think they'll bother you while you're asleep. If you don't get any sleep, your ability to deal with them will be compromised.

Yes I know. The upstairs stamper has been stamping every night around 12:30 and it wakes me and I can't get back to sleep.

Hi Angelique, I just got home from work. How are you doing?

Can't get back to sleep. Not sure what to do. It's 4am. I fell asleep too early (7pm) now I'm wide awake

Hey Blue Bird, I'm also pretty awake at the moment. We're you able to get in touch with your mom?