Roll Call 69

:hug

freaked the hell out by all these earthquakes we're having here!!!! just felt another one, probably the third or fourth this week, and a hard sudden one too. there's gonna be a huge one soon and people are gonna die and the state still won't care as long as their oil fields are ok. >:-\

To anyone who has a rough day

I don't have a dog or a kitty. :c
I have a bunny.

I know no one believes me but my "neighbors" are going to do something to terrify and/or harm me this weekend.

I got mushrooms, I got acid, I got tabs and aspirin tablets
I'm your brother when you need, some good weed to set you free
You know me, I'm your friend, when you need a minithin'
Tweaky, (I'm Tweaky!)

I think we got a generation brainwashed
to pop pills and smoke pot til they brains rot
Stop they blood flow until they veins clot
I need a pain shot, and a shot of plain scotch

So I did a lot of adult things today. I went to the eye doctor, shopped for some stuff I needed, did the dishes, cleaned the litter box, checked the mail, and I will be making dinner tonight. Tomorrow I will be doing all the laundry. My mom is on her way to the hospital. Hopefully they figure out what's going on

she's in my thoughts

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I'm sorry they are so awful. I hope you stay safe.

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So my pnp upped the Latuda. I'm now on 160 Mgs instead of 120. No other changes though so I'm happy. She briefly considered upping the haldol but decided the side effects wouldn't be worth it. I was so nervous I could barely speak. I really should have taken a prn but for some reason I seem to like torturing myself.

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You guys inspired me, I went ahead and ordered a yoga dvd and a block and strap

I hope it works out well. Thank you for believing me, or at least being agnostic about it!

I believe that it's very real for you and it must be very difficult to deal with. I hope you can get through it.

i ise my fitness pall too

im drunk
a d like most drunken people i got drunk to run away from my provlems

I hope things settle down for you soon.

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hey im a bit better. i took a nap.
i got drunk to run away from my loneliness and demons

I finally told my husband the extent of my voices. It freaked him out. Makes me feel bad to do that which is why I never said anything. I hope he's okay. I know he takes a lot of this on himself. It's so hard to try to make him understand that it has nothing to do with him or our life together.

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ofthevalley

My husband gets weirded out by it and I think he gets spook when I get angry. I had bad episodes and I guess he's dreading another one. He reminds me to take my meds on occasion. He shows me how much he cares and loves me. I'm lucky he decided to stay with me. I gave him space bc it was something he needed to deal with. Hopefully, your husband will come around, too. It is difficult. My entire family is still trying to come to terms with it. Big hugs and my thoughts/prayers are with you!!

I called the hospital to check on my mom and they said she's not there. She went there by ambulance around 2 and it's almost 7. so I figure maybe they took her to a different hospital, I call the other 2 local ones and she's not there... wtf where is she then?

I hope there was just a mix up.

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You might be surprised... but most people don't drink to run away from their problems. Alcohol is damaging, yes. But it's a minority that use it to cope if you think of the scale of people that drink alcohol.

#sciencefact