Roll Call 72

ive had some voices but not much. i feel really grateful to be doing much better but the paranoia is starting to get worse. i have a feeling that that guy might try to poison and kill me.

This Effexor is like a stimulant. I feel like Jason Borne on this ****. ... Or batman.

No way im sleeping tonight.

Out of meds, meds are locked in moms room and my mom fell asleep.

Hope I can go one day without them

Damn I wish it had that effect on me

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Ugh. Can't sleep. Anyone else!

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Texted my mom about getting my GED.

Dad said if she isnt for it he'll pick me up and I'll live with him.

Super super nervous

Paranoid people found me. I don't want to delete again but I'm worried.

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I don't know why they are giving you adhd meds , when you suffer psychosis I have hardly ever seen this in all my years on forums (By the way you chart , says you you suffer no hallucinations and little in the way of delusions) , and where I have , adhd meds do not generally work with people with psychosis , in fact many with the disorder cant take alot of ADs that are on the market. How long have you held the adhd diagnosis? How many pdocs have confirmed the diagnosis?

Do all your meds come from the direct supervision of One pdoc?

The administrators are sooo polite they don't even know that there's a word like "*****y" Sorry admins, kidding, please don't ban me.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day!

morning!

Morning all

Good morning all! I need more coffee but I am doing alright. Managing, one day at a time. Keeping posts short because yeah.

The filter doesn't censor asshole either I lol'd when I saw that like oops please don't ban me hahah.

Everyone is different. You have to take that into consideration. I lived in Ireland so I didn't get diagnosed there because they don't believe that ADHD exists. They just put me in a special class where I acted out so bad. They couldn't handle me so they switched me from class to class.

Stimulants don't effect me like other people. They calm me down, lessen psychosis and when it wears off, the opposite happens. I've tried amphetamine but methylphenidate is better when for most people, it's the opposite.

Hell, even Abilify increases dopamine and is one of the most effective antipsychotics for a lot of people.

I just wish people would be more open minded when even psychiatrists... like even my psychiatrist told me personally that he doesn't know how they work.

All 3 psychiatrists put me on stimulants because I need them. I sleep a lot to the point where I don't function. It doesn't effect my psychosis so why take it away when I've been on stimualnts for years?

Good luck.

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Good morning. Slept well once I finally fell asleep.
Hope everyone has a good day.

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New role call bb's! Someone should make the next one cuz I posted this one.

Yes. The thing that matters is that I'm stable. That is all that matters to me and my treatment team which includes a psychologist, psychiatrist, social worker, pharmacist.

morning. im so sleepy i went running on a treadmill in my complex's gym so i could feel productive And watch the new x-files, the run put me in a wumbo calorie deficit so im feeling really run down. then i got peer pressured into staying up way too late for the new better call saul. gonna have a nap in the bathroom on my lunchbreak ┐(´-｀)┌

This is just the motivation chart last year when I was hospitalized when they stopped the Concerta it just went down dramatically.

Good luck!

Created roll call 73...come on down!!!!

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I can't seem to get the new roll call to show up. Aaaahhhh

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