[Victoria'smom]

I know it's not true but it feels true.

Why do you think the meds are poison?

[Victoria'smom]

The government no longer wants to pay the $3722+ a month it costs them to keep me alive. They're cutting costs so killing people on assistance slowly.

I'm sorry you feel this way about the government. But I don't think they're trying to poison you. Have you got anyone you can talk to about how you feel? Have you let your pdoc know how you feel?

[12AM]

Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

I know it's not true but it feels true.

Is there any day that you don't think the meds are poisoned? If there is, maybe you can try to write a list of any logical reason you can find/think of why they are not poisoned. When it comes the time that you feel they are poisoned, you can read your list to ensure your self that they are not. I am sorry you feel this way right now

[Victoria'smom]

I talked to T about it today and my husband knows but pdoc doesn't know yet.

[Gavinandnikki]

I would call it possibly paranoia and discuss it with your psychiatrist.

Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

I know it's not true but it feels true.

Very difficult , if you compulsively believe this , I liken it to a reflex action , delusions are very hard to rationalise with , the belief is almost automatic i have not found anything short of meds to deal with this problem.

[ofthevalley]

I believe the same thing but not because of the government. I know it's not real but it sure feels that way.

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[unaluna]

A lot of prescriptions are filled by computer now. I REALLY dont think pharmacies keep two stashes of meds depending on who your insurance is. And then the source of your insurance could be the govt assistance or not, for the same insurance. People would be dropping like flies if we were getting bad meds, and they would probably start with heart meds (and yes ive worried about getting bad generic drugs. But hey we are sui half the time anyway, so should we complain??).

[Victoria'smom]

I have 19 days before I see pdoc and 5 days before seeing T again. I'm taking my meds until I see T again it's a slow poison. The only thing that really stuck that he said I have the choice of slipping into a mood swing that will make me go IP (where I get no choice) or dead or take the meds and slowly die. I still want the meds out of me. I want the tainted blood out of me.

[ofthevalley]

having to take meds sucks

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[Rubyx]

Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

I know it's not true but it feels true.

I take lamictal too. ****s so expensive...

Technically there's nothing that separates any drug from poison except dosage. I've had multiple mess that almost killed me and I took different ones. You just gotta find the poison that helps your brain!

[Victoria'smom]

After being unable to walk without hitting walls, dressers, bars, you know things that don't move out of the way, my mom convinced me to go to urgent care. Like I was going to tell her I was being poisoned, ha. So I placated her went expecting to be told I have a migraine because I wouldn't have told them to check for poison. Well,I just have the flu. I think I'm probably the happiest person ever to hear I have the flu. It took a little while but when it sank in. But to know I'm not slowly killing myself is awesome!! I'm seriously excited! I know it's stupid but I had to share.

* Still hate meds but a bit happy I stayed on them.*

The last time I believed my meds were poison I stopped taking them and that landed me in the hospital.

But I think if you're aware that they aren't poisoned then the best thing to do is push the thought aside and keep taking the meds.

I don't see the poison med thought as a problem until it gets to the point where you believe whole heartedly that your meds are poison