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ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:25 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I feel horrible

Went to a baseball game with relatives and had to leave early because of paranoia.

that ducks.

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:42 PM

I'm feeling really strange today. I'm getting what feels like mild brain zaps, but I haven't missed any meds. Strangely enough I don't feel anxious just really off. I don't know what's going on.

12AM · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:44 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I'm feeling really strange today. I'm getting what feels like mild brain zaps, but I haven't missed any meds. Strangely enough I don't feel anxious just really off. I don't know what's going on.

Could it be that you are too tired?

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:45 PM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

Could it be that you are too tired?

It could be. I don't nap on weekends like I do during the week. I hope that's all it is. Thank you.

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:47 PM

Thank you guys.

I had him for 2 years.
Im cuddling with my cat now trying to take my mind off the situation.

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:57 PM

This is my soul dog. I adore him.

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ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 05:59 PM

This is the baby. :love;

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ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:06 PM

I cant find any pics of the beagle without the kids in them. I'll get one eventually. Just wanted to share my family lol

Zeus123 · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:22 PM

This is my dog, not the best pic. I love him but sometimes I want a cat, too. My husband and daughter are both allergic to cats so there's that. Oh, I also have an aquarium, no pics though! 😊

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:26 PM

im more of a cat person even though i have a dog too.

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ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:30 PM

I'm definitely a dog person. I love my cats but dogs are my weakness.

Zeus123 · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:43 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I'm definitely a dog person. I love my cats but dogs are my weakness.

In the dead of winter, I wish my dog was a cat so he can walk himself!!! Lol

Feb 27, 2016 at 06:45 PM

Definitely a dog person. Here's my Logan!

12AM · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:50 PM

Love of my life, Bambita. I love any animal as long as it has fur and legs.

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12AM · Feb 27, 2016 at 06:57 PM

Another love, Eleen. Please ignore my hello kitty carpet, I am a big kid.

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newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:04 PM

ive been in such a positive state of mind, in general, the past year that i feel like everyones bringing me down. almost everyone. i just dont understand how some people can be so...like negative. but ive been there. a lot. i just learned now how to brush things off and be positive.

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:18 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

ive been in such a positive state of mind, in general, the past year that i feel like everyones bringing me down. almost everyone. i just dont understand how some people can be so...like negative. but ive been there. a lot. i just learned now how to brush things off and be positive.

For a while when I was first in recovery I called my mom negativo because she seems to see the worst in everything....then we came up with a code word martini for when it would be helpful for her to sort of look on the brighter side. In her case she was willing to try to change it wasn't very effective but I was so sensitive to it when psychotic....like she would tell me I probably had diabetes or something or thyroid so when I was sick I told them to test for those I was so sure I had them. It's like all that negativity seemed like truth to me I couldn't just brush it off. I'm fine now but man early in recovery I just couldn't handle it.

Zeus123 · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:22 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

ive been in such a positive state of mind, in general, the past year that i feel like everyones bringing me down. almost everyone. i just dont understand how some people can be so...like negative. but ive been there. a lot. i just learned now how to brush things off and be positive.

I've been there...negative. My husband says to look at silver linings. My t says to counter act my thinking so I can train myself to think more positive. I'll tell ya it's not easy but I'm trying. Maybe this can work for you, too! Good luck!

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Zeus123

In the dead of winter, I wish my dog was a cat so he can walk himself!!! Lol

I hear that!

newtus · Feb 27, 2016 at 07:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

For a while when I was first in recovery I called my mom negativo because she seems to see the worst in everything....then we came up with a code word martini for when it would be helpful for her to sort of look on the brighter side. In her case she was willing to try to change it wasn't very effective but I was so sensitive to it when psychotic....like she would tell me I probably had diabetes or something or thyroid so when I was sick I told them to test for those I was so sure I had them. It's like all that negativity seemed like truth to me I couldn't just brush it off. I'm fine now but man early in recovery I just couldn't handle it.

my mom wants me to get tested for thyroid issues and ive already been tested for diabetes twice because she suggested it. now im in the process of changing doctors. medical doctors. i literally cant get another MD. its proven to be impossible. i am supposedly on a year waiting list to get to see one. im probably not even on the list i bet!

but its like i told her my hamster died. then we talked about negative things about my sister. all this for two hours. about how i need to lose weight too. because i said i dont want to shop for clothes because im too big. and i keep gaining weight.

to be honest, i feel like everyone around me is just using me. like almost everyone. ever since this one relationship went south and this guy keeps re-asking me to be with him again...- im feeling used.

i dont feel like anybody truly likes me or cares for me. but rather is just using me.

idk any other way to say it.

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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 05:42 PM #202 I'm feeling really strange today. I'm getting what feels like mild brain zaps, but I haven't missed any meds. Strangely enough I don't feel anxious just really off. I don't know what's going on. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 05:47 PM #205 Thank you guys. I had him for 2 years. Im cuddling with my cat now trying to take my mind off the situation. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 05:57 PM #206 This is my soul dog. I adore him. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 05:59 PM #207 This is the baby. :love; Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:06 PM #208 I cant find any pics of the beagle without the kids in them. I'll get one eventually. Just wanted to share my family lol __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Zeus123 Veteran Member Member Since Apr 2015 Location: Chicago Posts: 664 9	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:22 PM #209 This is my dog, not the best pic. I love him but sometimes I want a cat, too. My husband and daughter are both allergic to cats so there's that. Oh, I also have an aquarium, no pics though! 😊

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:26 PM #210 im more of a cat person even though i have a dog too. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:30 PM #211 I'm definitely a dog person. I love my cats but dogs are my weakness. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Anonymous37804 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:45 PM #213 Definitely a dog person. Here's my Logan!

12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:50 PM #214 Love of my life, Bambita. I love any animal as long as it has fur and legs. __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋

12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Feb 27, 2016 at 06:57 PM #215 Another love, Eleen. Please ignore my hello kitty carpet, I am a big kid. __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋