Roll Call 74

If he doesn't want you to be upset, doesn't it mean he cares about your feeling?

Well he's taking this seriously, like he should as a good T. I don't think he'll take texting away.

to junk, Newtus, and Angelique. I'm sorry you are all feeling so bad.
Junk from everything you've shared about you t, I doubt very much that he's going to say bye. Maybe he's just busy. It's obvious (from what you've said) that he cares about how you feel.

It's not lame to be upset. Please don't be so hard on yourself.

Junk, my t doesn't always respond to my text. Sometimes he's busy or it just info for him to receive, that's all. T's care alot about us and they want the best for us. Hope you have a good safe night!

Took my night meds. Hoping they make me feel better. I hate feeling like this. Makes me want to crawl out of my own skin.

Took a shower. I feel much better now.

My psychologist said I can't stop my meds because it's possible that could kill a family member like my little sister or something. It sounds terrible.

I might buy some lol. It would be therapeutic XD

Edit: Maybe my cats will get at them idk

Incognito:

Hi~
I'm new at Psych Central and saw your message and wondered what "roll call" is. I haven't heard that since high school.

I'm doing alright tonight. Actually made it out of the house today. That's one of my issues, so it was an accomplishment. I did a little laundry, a little grocery shopping and stopped at a shop and got a plastic 3 drawer tower that I've been needing to put in my closet for socks and undies. Haven't been at this place long and need to start putting it together.

I hope you are doing ok and had a good day too.

I don't believe I am capable of emotional or mental pain. In my world there is only physical pain.

Anyone who tells me differently is lying. You're trying to trick me into taking poison.

Not that I don't believe in emotional/mental pain at all. I believe other people have it, I just don't believe it in relation to myself.

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well what about me do you like me

apologies if i offended anyone, i know my humour isnt for everyone.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day.

Good morning!

Well I'm at Ts place. He texted me this morning. He answered my question and said things are fine between us and he said chillax yo. I am still nervous he's going to take the texting away but I also am relieved he said that things are fine...

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morning.

woke up later than usual. had a bad dream i was in the hospital but at least im not. had a full nights sleep.

Good morning.
Slept well so I'm feeling pretty good. Going to meet up with my niece later on. Haven't seen her in a while so it'll be nice. It's beautiful out today. Makes it easier to feel good.
Hope everyone has a great day.

i just buried my hamster

Groups over. Was just me and my roommate and T this time. Outside smoking then individual session with T... i'll update later...need good vibes

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Sorry to hear that. Think of it this way, at least (s)he is not suffering anymore.

Good vibes going your way...

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Waiting to hear back from my niece. We are going fishing lol.

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Ok so... my T asked me why I thought he was upset. I told him I thought he read my email and got freaked out and didn't want to talk to me anymore. He laughed and said u always think that. He told me he felt the same about his therapist. I said really? And he said yes. That really helps me to k ow he understands what it's like...I mean it helps me a lot. He said it's not wrong and it's to be expected. He also didn't say anything about me not texting him anymore...so I am really glad.

I am so glad it went well guys. Thank you for all of your support

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