[CognitoSchiz1989]

Does anyone want to stop their medicine because they miss their symptoms? I do. I miss my voices even though they can be pretty cruel. At least I was never alone. My presences I have in the car. Most usually Dave. I usually can't see them. Just feel them there. They control me. I have seen Dave once and he was really creepy looking. But for some reason I miss having him in the car with me....

Is this making any sense?

[insilence]

the reason you miss them is because they A: say things that make you think your special and can deceive you with truths. B: use sub-frequencies that addict the brain the to the sound of the voices. i hate my voices, they manipulate to stay in me and torture my sanity.

[joacobanfield]

I would if they stopped.
I love them more than my own family. And yes, I know it's bad. But they have done for me much more than my so-called family.

[CognitoSchiz1989]

Originally Posted by joacobanfield

I would if they stopped.
I love them more than my own family. And yes, I know it's bad. But they have done for me much more than my so-called family.

This makes me feel better. Thank you.

[joacobanfield]

You're welcome. Heck, I feel better now too.
My relationship with them is friendly. Okay, VERY friendly.
We could speak to each other alll day long.
Oh, and they're awesome singers. They can be firm with me, but never mean.
How are yours?

[CognitoSchiz1989]

Most of mine are mean. But I have had my "teacher" since I was 7. She yells and I can't really understand her. But I guess I feel less alone with her. The "gossip girls" never show up anymore since I have been on medicine. Well they do on occasion. They are the ones that try to get me to hurt stuff like my cat and other people and try to get me to kill myself. You are probably wondering why I miss them... But I do.

[Atypical_Disaster]

I don't know what it's like to be without symptoms but I don't miss past delusions, voices telling me to commit crimes, being so disorganized that I can't manage to take care of myself at all much less make sense to another human being, or being catatonic. Nope. **** that ****.

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[optimistic_dolphin]

I am not alone here. finally
I skipped my med because I want them to be around. They told me they will go away if I take the med again. I know it's the truth. These period i have some pretty nice ones, so I would actually exchange my health for them. At least they don't 'judge' like normal human and they accompany me so I am not alone.
I tried to explain to my psychologist but she has difficulty understanding. I guess it's something only when you experience it you will understand.
I only don't like the mean and threatening ones.