Roll call 81

Angelique67 · Aug 01, 2016 at 09:47 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

that is super scary.

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Thank you, it really is. I took photos of the ashes. I hope that might be good enough for the police. I'm very afraid. I'm too afraid to be able to get down the stairs still. To open the door for the police. They will not do anything though, to help me.

ofthevalley · Aug 01, 2016 at 09:51 AM

Morning everyone.
Having a ****** day so far. I slept terrible and I just broke my vape

. I don't know how I'm going to make it through without it lol. But seriously I'm freaking out. Must be punishment for smoking yesterday. Of course the voices are having a hell of a time taunting me.
It's going to be a long day.

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Angelique67 · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:14 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Morning everyone.
Having a ****** day so far. I slept terrible and I just broke my vape

. I don't know how I'm going to make it through without it lol. But seriously I'm freaking out. Must be punishment for smoking yesterday. Of course the voices are having a hell of a time taunting me.
It's going to be a long day.

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I'm sorry to hear that.

if I could get out of here, I'd send you vape supplies, but I'm still petrified of the stairs.

ofthevalley · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:37 AM

Mum going out to get a new one later today

. I have errands to run and my husband said just to pick one up so that's a relief. I don't feel like doing anything but such is life.

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justmeandmyhead · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:41 AM

Sorry to you guys who are struggling

I'm doing okay atm. Sent off a job application so waiting to hear back. Still going to the work group on Fridays and just generally been getting out more.
I think these tablets are making it harder for me to lose weight and my eating is playing up a bit because of it. I've put on half a stone since I came out of hospital and I want to get it off but it seems no amount of dieting is going to do that. My mum told me that I look better with a bit of weight on me cos my nose starts to look too big when I lose weight, charming eh lol

Angelique67 · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:44 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Mum going out to get a new one later today

. I have errands to run and my husband said just to pick one up so that's a relief. I don't feel like doing anything but such is life.

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Oh good, about replacing your broken one!

I've dropped my mod and tank many times, and amazingly i never broke a tank, i don't think. I've been wanting to go discover more juices but the round trip cab fare makes it too expensive. Still, I'd like to go see the local vape places.

jadeprincess01 · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:44 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

is it normal to think someones in ur house when u get home? or is it paranoia

Yeah when I was home alone, I thought someone was there, I called them my house elves... But no that just psychosis , your mind is playing tricks on you, which is normal

jadeprincess01 · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:46 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

@junkDNA i have that too. My apartment is very long, a large one bedroom apartment, and I get scared and nervous about anyone breaking in, in the back, furthest place in my apartment. I can't hear what goes on back there while I'm in front where my bed is. Everytime I have to go pee, i get so nervous in here.

Yes when alone I worry too much of people breaking in

jadeprincess01 · Aug 01, 2016 at 10:50 AM

Yup going for a fish and swim today,one friend already bailed, oh wellz

MoGhileMear · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:29 AM

Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

88Butterfly88 · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:30 AM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Sorry to you guys who are struggling

I'm doing okay atm. Sent off a job application so waiting to hear back. Still going to the work group on Fridays and just generally been getting out more.
I think these tablets are making it harder for me to lose weight and my eating is playing up a bit because of it. I've put on half a stone since I came out of hospital and I want to get it off but it seems no amount of dieting is going to do that. My mum told me that I look better with a bit of weight on me cos my nose starts to look too big when I lose weight, charming eh lol

Good luck getting the job! What kind of job?

And hugs from me too to all that want them.

justmeandmyhead · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:32 AM

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Originally Posted by 88Butterfly88

Good luck getting the job! What kind of job?

And hugs from me too to all that want them.

It's to be an activity coordinator on an inpatient unit. Thanks for the luck!

Angelique67 · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:37 AM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Sorry to you guys who are struggling

I'm doing okay atm. Sent off a job application so waiting to hear back. Still going to the work group on Fridays and just generally been getting out more.
I think these tablets are making it harder for me to lose weight and my eating is playing up a bit because of it. I've put on half a stone since I came out of hospital and I want to get it off but it seems no amount of dieting is going to do that. My mum told me that I look better with a bit of weight on me cos my nose starts to look too big when I lose weight, charming eh lol

Haha! That's the kind of thing my mother would say! Good luck on the jobs front!

justmeandmyhead · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:38 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Haha! That's the kind of thing my mother would say! Good luck on the jobs front!

Thanks angelique

88Butterfly88 · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:44 AM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

It's to be an activity coordinator on an inpatient unit. Thanks for the luck!

That sounds like a cool job.

ofthevalley · Aug 01, 2016 at 11:49 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Oh good, about replacing your broken one!

I've dropped my mod and tank many times, and amazingly i never broke a tank, i don't think. I've been wanting to go discover more juices but the round trip cab fare makes it too expensive. Still, I'd like to go see the local vape places.

Mine suffered one too many drops. Got my new one phew!
Sorry the cab fare is so high. It'd be fun to check out some local shops.

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junkDNA · Aug 01, 2016 at 12:15 PM

i cleaned stuff. im trying to stay on top of things... keeping busy and distracted.. so i dont fall into the hole of despair again today.

junkDNA · Aug 01, 2016 at 12:32 PM

also my tooth broke again. also i was in a shop and a dog licked my foot. i dont know why but i got so mad. like, i wanted to yell at the lady. it was disgusting and omg, i think its the worst thing thats ever happened to me

Angelique67 · Aug 01, 2016 at 12:48 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

also my tooth broke again. also i was in a shop and a dog licked my foot. i dont know why but i got so mad. like, i wanted to yell at the lady. it was disgusting and omg, i think its the worst thing thats ever happened to me

A dog lick would gross me out. You could wipe down your shoe with something, and soak your feet in Epsom salts water.

And the tooth? Another one of mine broke off and fell out a few weeks ago. :/ But I'm sure most of yours are in good shape. I really have to go to a dentist because I'm wondering if I have oral cancer.

junkDNA · Aug 01, 2016 at 12:51 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

A dog lick would gross me out. You could wipe down your shoe with something, and soak your feet in Epsom salts water.

And the tooth? Another one of mine broke off and fell out a few weeks ago. :/ But I'm sure most of yours are in good shape. I really have to go to a dentist because I'm wondering if I have oral cancer.

i had flip flops on so he licked my bare foot. i wiped it off. it was alarming and GROSS

i chipped my front tooth years ago and had a porcelain replacement put in. it fell off months ago after like 8 years, so i got a new one. now this one fell off lol. at least the dentist said he would replace it for free if it came off again

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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Aug 01, 2016 at 10:37 AM #184 Mum going out to get a new one later today . I have errands to run and my husband said just to pick one up so that's a relief. I don't feel like doing anything but such is life. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

jadeprincess01 Member Member Since Apr 2014 Location: NY, new york Posts: 89 10 1 hugs given	Aug 01, 2016 at 10:50 AM #189 Yup going for a fish and swim today,one friend already bailed, oh wellz

MoGhileMear Member Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Unfree Posts: 277 8 14 hugs given	Aug 01, 2016 at 11:29 AM #190 Keep holding on When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me __________________ Is Mise Eire

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,304 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Aug 01, 2016 at 12:15 PM #197 i cleaned stuff. im trying to stay on top of things... keeping busy and distracted.. so i dont fall into the hole of despair again today. __________________

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,304 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Aug 01, 2016 at 12:32 PM #198 also my tooth broke again. also i was in a shop and a dog licked my foot. i dont know why but i got so mad. like, i wanted to yell at the lady. it was disgusting and omg, i think its the worst thing thats ever happened to me __________________