Roll call 81

Thanks guys ! I'm so happy. Also I start RCIA classes next week at church (to become Catholic) , excited about that

Junkdna the reason for my doctor to ration my klonopine was I took 11 pills for three days to get high until I ran out, I ran out and asked for more, then he only gave me enough for a week, I really shouldn't have abused the medication

Glad you are enjoying it

good job blue bird!!! its exciting to start new things.

im gonna try to have a good chill relaxing day

I am so grateful/glad most of my meds were prescribed since yesterday.

Now I have to call to reschedule the pdoc because I have no help with the stairs.

But I'm very afraid the pdoc will disappear before I ever get to see him again. I have to get to the opthalmologist first.

Scared and nervous. Too much damned anxiety.

I hope you are able to!

Nervous ahhh

I have CPR today
I hope I pass the exam
I always have a hard time with CPR because of the numbers

I wish you both good luck!!!

I had a nice nap then took a shower and put on my new perfume. I don't love it as much as the last one I bought but it's okay.
Thank you Angelique I have some vistaril here maybe I'll try that. I have a small pharmacy of old meds lol. I just need to fall asleep.

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Thanks Angelique ! At my final class of the day.

End of a nice day. Didn't do much but I did get out for a while. Settling in to watch some tv with my husband before going to bed. I hope I can fall asleep tonight.

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Hey guys.
Had an interview yesterday to become a volunteer for Mind. The woman said she thinks I'd make a good mentor which is nice. The training is in October but that's okay because I'm going on holiday end of September.
I read a really helpful article called understanding psychosis by the bps. It's completely opened my eyes as to what I believe about this "illness". I've realised that I don't see it as an illness, I see it as part of who I am. I want to learn to live with my experiences rather than being afraid of them and drugging them out of me.
I know this view isn't helpful to a lot of people but it helps me.
So yeah I've talked to my bf and I've stopped taking my meds. I feel free. They were making me so tired all the time but today I've woken up feeling fresh and awake for the first time in months! I also think they've made me put on weight so I can't wait to get that off again.
I feel like everything depends on your perspective of things, and I've changed my perspective so things should be better this time.
I'm sorry if this angers anyone, I know this forum is very pro meds.

I'm glad things are going well for you! Good luck with the job.

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Good morning everyone! Today will be a great day. I insist upon it.
Slept well even through my alarm lol. Getting up at 6 is for the birds.
I hope you all have a good day!

Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

I also hope everyone has a good day.

Ugh. **** start to the day...

I had my first proper asthma attack.

Wasn't especially severe itself but apparently it raised my carbon dioxide levels too much leaving me feeling confused/dazed for like an hour. Was really hard to have a conversation with the doctor. Almost back to normal now but my doctor told me to stay home today, so no college.

I hope you feel better soon Loial.

I'm at my day treatment program. Gotta meet with my therapist, get my shot, 2 groups then off to school. I have 2 classes later today, psychology and first year seminar then off to the library to read , take notes and work on assignments.

We need a new roll call