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cogladaid · Aug 19, 2016 at 08:39 AM

Hey everyone. I disappeared from a long while on here. I've been good. Working hard. I've lost 50lbs. It started off due to crazy but now I feel good and confident and pretty happy. Sometimes I still get crazy thoughts and feel like I might lose it again but I always manage to pull myself back.

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junkDNA · Aug 19, 2016 at 08:54 AM

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Hey everyone. I disappeared from a long while on here. I've been good. Working hard. I've lost 50lbs. It started off due to crazy but now I feel good and confident and pretty happy. Sometimes I still get crazy thoughts and feel like I might lose it again but I always manage to pull myself back.

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welcome back!!

Angelique67 · Aug 19, 2016 at 09:20 AM

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Hey everyone. I disappeared from a long while on here. I've been good. Working hard. I've lost 50lbs. It started off due to crazy but now I feel good and confident and pretty happy. Sometimes I still get crazy thoughts and feel like I might lose it again but I always manage to pull myself back.

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That's an excellent weight loss! Did you go off your meds?

Aug 19, 2016 at 10:22 AM

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Wow that cat is in great condition.

ofthevalley · Aug 19, 2016 at 11:00 AM

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What a beautiful cat. Yours?

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Sometimes psychotic · Aug 19, 2016 at 11:44 AM

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What a beautiful cat. Yours?

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No just a random internet cat but I couldn't help but share it because it was so beautiful

justmeandmyhead · Aug 19, 2016 at 11:58 AM

I had my interview today. It didn't go very well at all. I couldn't think of good answers so was giving stupid short ones. I'm a bit disappointed in myself but I'm also frustrated because I did so much preparation but none of what I had prepared came up. Oh well at least I gave it a go

Angelique67 · Aug 19, 2016 at 12:10 PM

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I had my interview today. It didn't go very well at all. I couldn't think of good answers so was giving stupid short ones. I'm a bit disappointed in myself but I'm also frustrated because I did so much preparation but none of what I had prepared came up. Oh well at least I gave it a go

It's still worth it, justme, because you can learn stuff from each interview. I'm sorry though. That would discourage me, but you mustn't allow discouragement in. Everything is just a learning experience.

justmeandmyhead · Aug 19, 2016 at 12:12 PM

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It's still worth it, justme, because you can learn stuff from each interview. I'm sorry though. That would discourage me, but you mustn't allow discouragement in. Everything is just a learning experience.

Thank you angelique

you're right I'm telling myself that it's all a learning experience and at least it proves I'm trying my best to get a job. Something will turn up eventually, just gotta keep swimming

Angelique67 · 12:45 PM

Well, before I started to get ready to call in food, the pharmacy rang and I'll be giving him my forms to mail. Except they arent likely to be postmarked the 20th. I don't know but it's the only thing I could do.

But now I'm hungry. :/

Angelique67 · Aug 19, 2016 at 12:44 PM

Oh great. Now for some reason they're saying the cogentin isn't being authorized. Just effing great.

Angelique67 · Aug 19, 2016 at 12:50 PM

I need the damned cogentin! Just as I worried, I finally feel something I need, and he's going to control it/me more. Why? Get me to take a med only to refuse it but he's OK with giving me a benzo! Not that he has yet. I am furious right now.

ofthevalley · Aug 19, 2016 at 01:27 PM

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I need the damned cogentin! Just as I worried, I finally feel something I need, and he's going to control it/me more. Why? Get me to take a med only to refuse it but he's OK with giving me a benzo! Not that he has yet. I am furious right now.

Wth is wrong with this guy?

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Angelique67 · Aug 19, 2016 at 01:35 PM

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Wth is wrong with this guy?

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I don't know. I liked him except for this. I was open to trying a benzo to deal with the stairs here, even though it probably won't help.

At first I didn't know if I needed the Cogentin, but I got back into using it because it relieved my anxiety. And now I also need it for the restless leg/body i have from the invega.

In 2013 i vowed to myself that I'd never get addicted or habituated on another med ever again but now....

junkDNA · Aug 19, 2016 at 05:38 PM

It took 3 weeks of badgering my boss but he finally put my raise in. It's not as much as I wanted but whatever. He's a **** head tho for real. Whateverrrrrrrr

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ofthevalley · Aug 19, 2016 at 06:48 PM

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It took 3 weeks of badgering my boss but he finally put my raise in. It's not as much as I wanted but whatever. He's a **** head tho for real. Whateverrrrrrrr

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Congrats on your raise.

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ofthevalley · Aug 19, 2016 at 06:51 PM

It's been a long *** day. I can't wait to go to bed. I even have a before bedtime snack. Pretty excited about that lol. My head is a bit quieter today. Still stressed about my nephew but there is nothing I can do.

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Zeus123 · Aug 19, 2016 at 07:10 PM

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It's been a long *** day. I can't wait to go to bed. I even have a before bedtime snack. Pretty excited about that lol. My head is a bit quieter today. Still stressed about my nephew but there is nothing I can do.

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Sorry about your nephew, your in my thoughts, I've been feeling very anxious and restless. I can't stop fidgeting. It's so hard to be calm. Any suggestions? I do take antivan but sometimes I can't stop it lessens a bit. Help.

Always Hurting · Aug 19, 2016 at 07:44 PM

Hello everyone!

Always Hurting · Aug 19, 2016 at 07:48 PM

I am having a lot of mixed up feelings. I do believe it is a combo of things. Not wanting to leave the house. Not wanting to be around anyone. Zero motivation. Paranoid thinking. Anger. There's more but I think you get the picture. Anyways, I was told Roll Call is a good place for support. Can you tell me how Roll Call works?

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cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,569 9	Aug 19, 2016 at 08:39 AM #621 Hey everyone. I disappeared from a long while on here. I've been good. Working hard. I've lost 50lbs. It started off due to crazy but now I feel good and confident and pretty happy. Sometimes I still get crazy thoughts and feel like I might lose it again but I always manage to pull myself back. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

justmeandmyhead Magnate Member Since May 2013 Location: UK Posts: 2,663 11 28 hugs given	Aug 19, 2016 at 11:58 AM #627 I had my interview today. It didn't go very well at all. I couldn't think of good answers so was giving stupid short ones. I'm a bit disappointed in myself but I'm also frustrated because I did so much preparation but none of what I had prepared came up. Oh well at least I gave it a go

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Aug 19, 2016 at 12:13 PM #630 Well, before I started to get ready to call in food, the pharmacy rang and I'll be giving him my forms to mail. Except they arent likely to be postmarked the 20th. I don't know but it's the only thing I could do. But now I'm hungry. :/ Last edited by Angelique67; Aug 19, 2016 at 12:45 PM..

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Aug 19, 2016 at 12:44 PM #631 Oh great. Now for some reason they're saying the cogentin isn't being authorized. Just effing great.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Aug 19, 2016 at 12:50 PM #632 I need the damned cogentin! Just as I worried, I finally feel something I need, and he's going to control it/me more. Why? Get me to take a med only to refuse it but he's OK with giving me a benzo! Not that he has yet. I am furious right now.

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,305 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Aug 19, 2016 at 05:38 PM #635 It took 3 weeks of badgering my boss but he finally put my raise in. It's not as much as I wanted but whatever. He's a **** head tho for real. Whateverrrrrrrr Sent from my SM-G900V using Tapatalk __________________

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Aug 19, 2016 at 06:51 PM #637 It's been a long *** day. I can't wait to go to bed. I even have a before bedtime snack. Pretty excited about that lol. My head is a bit quieter today. Still stressed about my nephew but there is nothing I can do. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Always Hurting Member Member Since Aug 2016 Location: Rabbit Hole Posts: 128 8 683 hugs given	Aug 19, 2016 at 07:44 PM #639 Hello everyone!

Always Hurting Member Member Since Aug 2016 Location: Rabbit Hole Posts: 128 8 683 hugs given	Aug 19, 2016 at 07:48 PM #640 I am having a lot of mixed up feelings. I do believe it is a combo of things. Not wanting to leave the house. Not wanting to be around anyone. Zero motivation. Paranoid thinking. Anger. There's more but I think you get the picture. Anyways, I was told Roll Call is a good place for support. Can you tell me how Roll Call works? Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk