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Oct 13, 2016, 08:28 PM
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Hi, Well I'm schitzophrenic at 14, and I just needed someone to tell me if this is normal...at least as as normal as it could be. So today I was in History class and we were arguing about the values of democracy and to show that we used an example, school uniforms. I was arguing against my teacher because that is what we were supposed to be doing. I was just messing around and I said, "I'm right because I'm right!" And so another person in my class yells, "Your always wrong because your you and your stupid." And the voices were just telling me how stupid I was and how everyone thought I was stupid they just felt too bad to say it. For some reason that hit me really really hard, and so in the middle of class I just started crying and covering my ears because the voices were so loud. My history teacher picked me up and we walked out to the hall and I just cried and just repeated, "They were right, they're always right. They're going to hurt me." My teacher didn't know about the voices but knew I had an anxiety disorder and that I was bipolar and depressed. He took me to "guidance" which I hated. I just wanted to go sit in the bathroom and cry until I couldn't cry anymore. But the people there just watched me sit there with my hands over my ears just listened to me cry. One of them finally was able to calm me down and they called my mom. I talked to her and told her I was okay but for some reason I got very aggressive towards her. I yelled and said she would never understand what it was like to have the voices. I eventually went back to class and acted like nothing happened but it was clear it was more than my normal panic attack. Is this normal? I want the voices to go away but at the same time I need them. I need the voices to tell me what to do, I've never remember living without them. I'm scared and I need help. Do I listen to the voices? Is it normal to hear them with schizophrenia? Is everything that's going on with me "normal"?
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 mindwrench, OliverB
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Oct 15, 2016, 11:45 AM
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Sorry you're going through a rough time.
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Oct 15, 2016, 02:40 PM
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It's normal to have voices if you have been diagnosed with schizophrenia.
Do you have a doctor to tell him what you have told us? Maybe one could help...
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Oct 18, 2016, 10:10 AM
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I had earlier been diagnosed but I'm having a reevaluation today to determine what to do.
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Oct 18, 2016, 01:13 PM
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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