I'm a Paladin Spiritualist,in every, sense of the word,not just what you see online. Spirituality, the spirit. By meditating and praying to,dark and light, your mind is expanded. You learn to deal with life issues and become,well in physical,mental and spiritual aspects. It has taken me,since 2003 when I made love to my girlfriend on her own bed with my bare hands,to get this far. I will say this,to all Paladin Spirtualists:"You are. In laymen terms a satanist Christian. Satan,to you is a guard you must get past. God is one you cannot. Sex is... The psycho crusher. You will do it,but whether you can overcome the NBC barrage, of physicalities. Is up to you. Have heart. Stay strong. Never give up."
I hope I have been pleasant.

I'm glad you found help. I must admit I don't understand your post but there are many things I do not understand. I hope you are well.

[Artchic528]

Faith and Spirituality are always welcome anchors in the churning and chaotic sea of life. I, myself, use my own spirituality to become more connected with Gaia the Mother Goddess and her infinite wisdom (that's who I believe in and pray to).

Also, sex and sexuality are both perfectly normal everyday needs one shouldn't abandon. It's up to our discretion how best to explore these. To shut them up and throw them in a deep dark theoretical closet isn't healthy, but I digress. This isn't what the thread is about.

Anyways, keep your faith and spirituality strong and you will be able to overcome any storm life throws at you.

[Unrigged64072835]

Glad that you have something you can count on.