Hey, I am a 14 year old schizophrenic, depressed girl. I just wanted to get out my depression and sadness because most of the time I keep it bottled up inside me. The sad part about these is there is no tests that can really prove you have it, you may have a diagnosis or symptoms but the only way to work through it is to work to find peace with the entities. Of course there are medications that will make them subside for a few hours, but ultimately the only way to find internal peace is to be locked in solitude and work through it. My mental diseases are a chronic everlasting battle with my own mind. Somehow with all this stuff going on in my head I still manage to be petty and deal with typical teenage problems and I feel alone. I feel alone all the time, I fear all the time. I'm so f^*&!$@ scared for my life. I don't think I can do this anymore.
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