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hey guys im new here and want to help people and share my experiences with you all. im 24 y/o male from Florida and had never seen/talked to a psychiatrist in my life before 2009. in high school 2004-2007 i had many friends and relationships went out every weekend and things seemed good. I did pretty well in school and rarely missed any classes and never got in trouble. Things went downhill when i met this girl who would change my life. In the beginning we were friends and talked online a lot, met up sometimes and went to parties. We werent in an official relationship but she often told me that she really liked me and i said the same in return. Eventually i met one of her best friends who i found very interesting and fun to talk to and of course, the first girl did not take it too well...
after telling both of us to not talk or see eachother, we still did. Eventually we hooked up one night and the first girl found out about it. That is when she felt keeping us apart was the only thing she could do. She was introduced to the occult by one of her other friends in particular haitian voodoo. She felt this was the only way to get me back with her and to keep her friend and I seperated. So she began to do voodoo on me and me being oblivious and not really into that kind of stuff had no idea what was going on and just thought i was in some sort of funk. I thought it would just pass. After high school in 2007 i graduated and went to college in miami, fl. that is when the psychic attacks really got bad. I became isolated and lost all contact with old friends. I did not answer anyones phone calls or attempts to hang out with me. I was just secluded and still did not realize what was going on.... Her friend did not experience any attacks, but was very worried about me and tried to contact me regularly and thought i disliked her. This girl did not date anyone and seemed to just wait for me. The first girl found out and as you can guess the attacks became worse. For the first time, in 2008, i experienced an energy exchange and poking from pins all over my body one at a time, as if someone was poking me with a needle or toothpick. It was like something out of a movie or cartoon where they have voodoo dolls of people and harm them with pins. I never thought much of it when i was younger but now that i was experiencing it, i had to remain calm and collected and focused on a way out. But things deteriorated fast. My parents noticed my behavior and it was like i was not in control of my life as if someone was manipulating me and the things i did. Like a director would with an actor/actress. In florida we have a baker act that allows those who seem "unstable" to be thrown into a mental asylum for evaluation. Well ill tell you what, its as bad as it sounds. in early 2009 my parents had the police come over with a judge ordered document and i was taken away to a local facility. I resisted knowing that this wasnt right and unconstitutional. They held me down and injected me with old 1st generation antipsychotics over and over again while having me arms and legs tied down to the bed. of course i passed out eventually after some time and was taken in an ambulance to another facility not too far away. I was very lethargic and out of it for many days due to receiving more than an average dose. I spent some time in there and eventually came to my senses and even made friends at the asylum. The doctors then called me in to talk to me. I came out with a diagnosis of paranoid schizophrenia and they said things like voodoo are not real. the doctors spoke as if they had an encyclopedia with all of the knowledge in the world. I am no fool. I have an IQ of about 135 which put me in honors gifted programs all thru grade school and i always received good grades. One thing i left out in my story is who saved my life. Lord Ganesh ji and the Holy Spirit guided me thru this and after all of this i became a better person and more religious and spiritual. today i am off all meds and rarely see a psychiatrist. I often get esoteric healings and reiki protection done, and i can tell you they can help you more than any prescription med. This girl is losing the battle and i have not given up on either one of them and i recently found out that the second girl still likes me. Imagine. After all these years. This was great news to me.
In the end, I feel i am very fortunate to experience this because every single symptom of this so called schizophrenia, i went thru via the energy voodoo doll/poppet. Everyone who has ever been diagnosed should know my story and know that there is no biological brain disease and more importantly that there is a way out.
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Mar 21, 2013, 03:11 AM
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