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Old Mar 21, 2017, 02:07 PM
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I just can't seem to make myself go out. I have my clothes on, etc. Everyone is pissed at me. My friend is saying he won't come back here again.

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Old Mar 21, 2017, 02:35 PM
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I have nausea. I'm very scared. My friend is talking to someone about me. I want to disappear. It's like a professional call in. I guess I don't deserve to have a good friend.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 02:45 PM
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I have nausea. I'm very scared. My friend is talking to someone about me. I want to disappear. It's like a professional call in. I guess I don't deserve to have a good friend.

Of course you deserve to have a good friend. I'm sorry you are having such a hard time.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 02:50 PM
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He is truly sick of me. He's talking to a woman maybe from his insurance. I'm sick with fear. So, while I'm being discounted I'm really being discounted.

Everything is horrible.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 02:51 PM
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It was a physical fear. I fall out of bed almost every sleep time.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 02:52 PM
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Is a physical fear.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:00 PM
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He is truly sick of me. He's talking to a woman maybe from his insurance. I'm sick with fear. So, while I'm being discounted I'm really being discounted.

Everything is horrible.

He's probably just frustrated that you missed your appointment. I'm sure he'll get over it.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:22 PM
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The voices are getting louder and I'm at work. I dunno what to do Roll Call 86
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:28 PM
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The voices are getting louder and I'm at work. I dunno what to do Roll Call 86
hum to yourself maybe
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:29 PM
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The voices are getting louder and I'm at work. I dunno what to do Roll Call 86
Can u.ask to go home? Say you are sick?
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:30 PM
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The voices are getting louder and I'm at work. I dunno what to do Roll Call 86

Can you take a break? Maybe listen to some music.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:30 PM
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He's probably just frustrated that you missed your appointment. I'm sure he'll get over it.
He was told to call the 911. I'm very sad, he just doesn't understand. So I don't know. It's the physical. I don't want to be stuck on the stairs. I get vertigo. Just a severe fear.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:31 PM
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It's only a short time now, and I understand what you are feeling. It just sucks.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:33 PM
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He was told to call the 911. I'm very sad, he just doesn't understand. So I don't know. It's the physical. I don't want to be stuck on the stairs. I get vertigo. Just a severe fear.
And months worth of falling out of my bed. That's real.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:38 PM
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He was told to call the 911. I'm very sad, he just doesn't understand. So I don't know. It's the physical. I don't want to be stuck on the stairs. I get vertigo. Just a severe fear.

Is he going to call?
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:48 PM
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Is he going to call?
He didn't. He just told me he can't help me or do anything with me.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:55 PM
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He didn't. He just told me he can't help me or do anything with me.

What an butthead!!!

sorry but if someone is going to do something they better follow thru with something at least that's what I feel.

sorry he didn't!!!
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 03:57 PM
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He didn't. He just told me he can't help me or do anything with me.

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Old Mar 21, 2017, 04:02 PM
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I told my boss but she told me to have a break. Then she practically begged me to stay here because we are very busy and under staffed at the moment.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 04:09 PM
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I told my boss but she told me to have a break. Then she practically begged me to stay here because we are very busy and under staffed at the moment.
but its not your problem that she is understaffed....your health comes first you need to know that....go on a break then come back and say you up chucked acid all over the ground. Say see I am sick...you sure you want me to stay and be here with customers?
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 04:12 PM
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I told my boss but she told me to have a break. Then she practically begged me to stay here because we are very busy and under staffed at the moment.

I hope the break helps.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 04:50 PM
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What an butthead!!!

sorry but if someone is going to do something they better follow thru with something at least that's what I feel.

sorry he didn't!!!
Yes, but I also fell short of what I had said I needed.

I'm wondering if he's going to send me to the local ward. I hate this. Makes you feel so supplanted.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 04:57 PM
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What an butthead!!!

sorry but if someone is going to do something they better follow thru with something at least that's what I feel.

sorry he didn't!!!
No, he's a wonderful person. No one else would ever want to get like this.
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Old Mar 21, 2017, 05:30 PM
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I am thinking about disappearing for 2 1/2 weeks because honestly no one really cares about me and its getting annoying to be honestly I have enough meds for that time period so that's okay though
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