[Erti]

YAY I wanted to make a new Roll Call. So here I am.

[ray68]

Lol thanks Erti, I'll try to remember this ones here!

Btw newtus I think you're pretty cute so don't be too hard on yourself ! being curvy is just fine. But if you really feel like you want to loose some weight I can tell you what I did to lose mine, if you want. I don't see the sense in the pressure society puts on being skinny. I just like being muscular, which I am decidedly not right now. Lol

[falcon09]

Thanks! (8 characters)

[Desoxyn]

So sleepy. Waiting for Concerta to kick in.

It only takes 20-30 minutes to kick in it's fast.

[Erti]

Talked to a friend that I have from high school... I love that she brought up that I've gotten big since high school... gee, thanks... xD

[newtus]

Originally Posted by ray68

Lol thanks Erti, I'll try to remember this ones here!

Btw newtus I think you're pretty cute so don't be too hard on yourself ! being curvy is just fine. But if you really feel like you want to loose some weight I can tell you what I did to lose mine, if you want. I don't see the sense in the pressure society puts on being skinny. I just like being muscular, which I am decidedly not right now. Lol

Thank you. I dont like being curvy. I mean even if i lost weight id still be curvy. It would just be evened out. Less in my stomach more in my hips.

[newtus]

Ive been taking selfies for days because bored i guess and challenging myself to see how much of a phone and social media addict i am i guess

[newtus]

The more i stay in, the harder it is to get out.

[Loial]

Hey guys,

I'm glad it's the weekend. Pretty worn out from this week. Wasn't a particularly hard week at college or anything but just a long one I guess.

Let's hope the weekend is good to us all!

[Angelique67]

Hey Newtus. Since yesterday my cable has been dead so I can't use that line's phone. I'm really glad right now that I have 3 phone lines, each on a different provider.

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Hey Newtus. Since yesterday my cable has been dead so I can't use that line's phone. I'm really glad right now that I have 3 phone lines, each on a different provider.

Except the tech support lady decided to use my dead power line for the phone number on my account. Why is everything so hard? So now I'll be a no show with a dead phone.

[newtus]

I understand. So no texting? Just making sure.

Originally Posted by newtus

Thank you. I dont like being curvy. I mean even if i lost weight id still be curvy. It would just be evened out. Less in my stomach more in my hips.

The best way to burn calories is through resistance training, doing complex workouts. So three sets of 8 repetitions of lunges, pushups, bicycle kicks and other stuff. You have to do them slowly though. You can up the pushups though, and do as many bicycle kicks as you want, but if you want to join a gym i'd do the 3 sets with 8 repitions ide with weights. You can take a couple minutes beak in between. Drink water. Listen to music or a podcast. Its recommended you work out for atleast 20 minutes a day, but 40 minutes is the sweet spot. Don't go over that.

I personally have to be outside of my house to day anything. So going to a gym to work out, going to a café or a bar to read and write, and so on is ideal for me to get away from distractions at home. If you can get out of your house then you can do it.

[newtus]

Thanks daytripper.

Ill tale all that into mind. right now im focusing on my diet first since thats what i focused on to lose 75 pounds the first time. Then 30 the second.

Idk i keep gaining it back. Not sure why. Prob the birth control and fast food now. I quit BC months ago tho.

As i get older its harder to keep the weight off.

I cant seem to get rid of beer. But im trying to up my greens intake.

[ofthevalley]

Hey again. It's a new roll call so I have to sub. My best friend is coming over tonight. I'm excited and not at the same time. I want to see her but I prefer to be alone with my husband. I know that sounds terrible but it's just the way I am. I can't help it

[newtus]

I think I partially know why i cant leave my house.

After posting in a thread about death, i realized it was because my dad...

I am paranoid to leave my house yes. But after my dad had two strokes due to alcoholism i havent been able to do much like goto school and go places because i fear he will die. Everytime i had went to school i was afraid he was going to drink and die. Or just die. I came home once from school to find him drunk. I lost it. I was devastated.

Now, i cant go anywhere without him and prefer he stays inside the house when hes here.

Idk maybe im wrong but i dont think so. Even if this only partially covers the reason why i cant leave my house.

[newtus]

I wait patiently for him to come home all day and fear when he has to leave again the next day. I wait allll day for him and always tell him how much i love him.

[greentires4me]

my dad had one stroke but he multiple heart attacks before he died in 2015 from Cancer I so know what you mean about the fear but you need to push it out of your mind and just love him for the time you do have with him no matter how long and go about your time with your life and worrying about the what ifs.

[ray68]

Hmm . . . Is it a scam? I put two inquires on two different properties to rent and got the same exact message back from the same people but two different e mail addresses. . . What the heck? I called the number and got a weird message but left my own message just the same. I also e mailed them back with limited info cuz idk if they are trying to steal my identity or what. Waiting on a response . . . The houses are cheap but not absurdly so. . .

Only 10 minutes of work left!!! Wooooo!

[newtus]

Pizza and beer tonight. Ordering in. Been having the beer for hours now. Haha!

Thought i should treat myself.

Wait a min...been treating myself the whole month now.

[newtus]

4 slices down and i kinda regret it.

[OliverB]

Good morning from Spain, hope everybody is OK.

By mistake I took 54mg of Concerta instead of 36mg I had to take. It was yesterday I am still racing, I could only sleep 4h.

[OliverB]

A ball just appeared telling me to cut off my hand, I called it Bally, it is officially my new pet lol

It comes from wonderland, which now I know it doesn't exist (hello insight). I know I can't go there and it is not a real parallel reality.

But still I hear that ball, I try to give it a funny meaning so it is not scaring or stressful. It is just hungry from the trip to the real world and wants my hand to eat something. I will leave a sandwich on my desk so it has some food.

[12AM]

Morning

Hey guys, I'm still not on proper medications, severely psychotic every few days, and happy. I have some seroquel now though thankfully. I can only afford one med and I thought that AP is the one that I need most atm. Gotta split dude into two pieces so I can take it everyday, so I take it half dosage, not ideal I know, but better than nothing.

Anw, look at my mood I moved on as fast as my rapid cycle
<----- (err a bit above this blanky spacey)

I really like this Sia song, thought I am going to share it for anyone who's been struggling hard lately

Sia - Alive:

Have a nice weekend everyone!