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Old Jun 08, 2017, 06:23 AM
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Good morning. Hope everyone is having a good day. My daughter is home sick today so that's what I'll be taking care of. Thankfully I had nothing planned for the day.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 07:13 AM
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Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm craving a brownie like mad

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Old Jun 08, 2017, 08:00 AM
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I'm confused , I'm not trying to be rude Newtus but why would you move in with your ex. If I were to move in with someone it would be someone I'm actually together with and have been in a solid stable relationship for at least a year. This just sounds like trouble waiting to happen ...
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 08:55 AM
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I'm confused , I'm not trying to be rude Newtus but why would you move in with your ex. If I were to move in with someone it would be someone I'm actually together with and have been in a solid stable relationship for at least a year. This just sounds like trouble waiting to happen ...


I call him my ex because we have broken up before. But we are dating right now.

I want out of here. Like i said in a previous post. Idk anyone else to move in with.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 09:04 AM
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I call him my ex because we have broken up before. But we are dating right now.

I want out of here. Like i said in a previous post. Idk anyone else to move in with.
I think the biggest problem is you don't have an exit strategy---where will you go if you break up again?
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 09:26 AM
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I say go for it newt. Yeah it might be rocky and weird but I would suggest while you're out of that podunk boonies area you could make a bigger effort to meet new people in the city. That way if things go too far south with your bf you have a safety net in place
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 09:45 AM
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I'm confused , I'm not trying to be rude Newtus but why would you move in with your ex. If I were to move in with someone it would be someone I'm actually together with and have been in a solid stable relationship for at least a year. This just sounds like trouble waiting to happen ...
I completely agree. It sounds pretty risky...

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Thank you. I guess i just so badly want to get away from this area. Yea hes my significant other but hes also the only person i know that i can move in with.

I dont want to be stuck living here for the rest of my life. Sure id love to come back here but idk.

I just...i wanna get out of here, you know. I cant afford even an apartment by myself. I know no one else. Gaining friends since my major episode has been hell. Its a so damn slow process. Im at an age now where all my friends are either living with their bf/gf or they have kids. I really dont want to live my dad anymore and i was hoping to live with someone i know.

But i feel like i gotta get out of here by the time im 30.
Why not find housemates online?? I moved in with 3 random people in my 3rd year of uni. I only met them briefly when I went to look around the place. I was nervous about if we would get on, but it was absolutely fine. In fact, I lived with one of the girls in that house for 4 years and we are still good friends 10 years later. Even if housemates are annoying, which some have mine have been over the years, I've learnt that I can pretty much put up with most people. It's good practise IMO for when you are in a relationship and living with a partner for the rest of your life.

ETA: I also moved in with 5 random girls in my first year of uni, and that was fine too, though we didn't get on as proper friends, but we could still hang out together in the flat etc.

I'm just concerned that your relationship is too volatile for it to be a good idea to move in together. You're not together and you're not exes for a while who remain really good friends. It's too on again off again right now. Like Sometimes said, where's your exit strategy? What happens if you move in and he breaks up with you in a couple of weeks and chucks you out?! :/

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Old Jun 08, 2017, 11:03 AM
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I think the biggest problem is you don't have an exit strategy---where will you go if you break up again?


Back to my dads. I told my dad i wanted to go back eventually. Im thinking i could live in an apt with him for a year. Then maybe go back to my dads. If it doesnt work out.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 11:03 AM
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I say go for it newt. Yeah it might be rocky and weird but I would suggest while you're out of that podunk boonies area you could make a bigger effort to meet new people in the city. That way if things go too far south with your bf you have a safety net in place


I thought the same thing too
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 11:04 AM
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He cant chuck me out though because i plan to put both of our names on the lease and utilities half n half.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 11:27 AM
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Back to my dads. I told my dad i wanted to go back eventually. Im thinking i could live in an apt with him for a year. Then maybe go back to my dads. If it doesnt work out.
That could be hard if he is renting out your room though......still if you are ever going to move out this might be your best shot---I say go for it.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 11:41 AM
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do you have any credit? is it good or bad credit?

if you have bad credit or no credit you'll need a cosigner
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 02:11 PM
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do you have any credit? is it good or bad credit?

if you have bad credit or no credit you'll need a cosigner


I have good credit. But i dont think he does
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 04:44 PM
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Waiting on my weed guy. He's only 3 hours late. Grrr. Had a good day. My daughter is feeling better. So everyone will be at school tomorrow. Feeling a little on edge. Not bad just kind of wanting to climb out of my skin. I hate that feeling.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 05:27 PM
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 05:31 PM
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I have good credit. But i dont think he does
I think if it were me I would try for it
I think it could be a fun new adventure to live out on your own even if its with a boyfriend

I think it might help you meet new people and give you a chance to move in with others too should you ever decdue you want to
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 06:12 PM
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 08:16 PM
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 08:32 PM
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I had a busy day at work. Someone else jumped ship hahaha. Going to get busier. Busier means my mind doesn't have time to be ****ed up.
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I feel like i want to smoke weed so badly right now. I need it. I want it.
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 08:42 PM
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Old Jun 08, 2017, 09:00 PM
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I feel like i want to smoke weed so badly right now. I need it. I want it.
Call your sponsor.....
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