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Voices are being ****ing weird again last night they told wanted me to blind myself with bleach This morning they woke me up shouting that the world is going to end soon and that i must do things to stop it if i dont everyone will die and its will be my fault there now telling me to go to the train station and wait near the trains they said i have a mission and that i must do this to help everyone ...unsure what to do i cant just tell my husband i got to go to the train station he will not understand and will be angry at me for listening to my voices i cant help it there so ****ing loud am seeing demons and devils Jesus is also here telling me not to listen to the others ...the girl that i see is crying she is scared telling me to help her i dont know what to do
Jesus says i should try and sleep some more that am tired and that i need to rest but i cant with the others talking to shouting at me so much

my husband is sleeping he will not be happy if i wake him up for meds he will just tell me to come back to bed and sleep more its nearly 7 am here there is no way i can sleep again but am not doing what the others say just going to listen to some music and try and ignore most of them the girl is still upset Jesus is hugging her and telling her it will be ok
poor little girl is scared the others have scared her
anyway got church this morning with my husband then coming back home
not really up to much else ...ok need to find some music that will drown most of them out hopefully

[Sassandclass]

(((( <<<sad hug>>>>

[neodoering]

I hope you get some effective meds; maybe you can't get rid of the voices, but you might slow them down or make them speak softly.

My own voices are acting up like crazy, too; this has been going on for about 3 weeks. Normally I get half a year or so between loud attacks, but this time there were only a couple of easy months, then this latest full-on attack started. The voices are people from my past, and they're damned annoying. They repeat the same basic messages, again and again, like a flock of parrots. My psychiatrist upped my dose of Olanzapine, and I will start on that soon. Crossing my fingers that the meds will quiet the voices.

Asphyxia, I hope you get your voices under control soon, too.

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not feeling so good self injured as i had a fight with my husband and was feeling ******
the voices are loud most likely because they tell me what to do what to say its dont help the situation with my husband am ok i managed to fix myself
my husband is kinda feeling ****** too and he wants to self injure as well but he not done it for a while and he said he not giving in to it because we had a fight
i blame myself the voices are taking over everything they seems to be in charge and am not able to fight against the voices unsure if my husband is real or not maybe it another things my mind is making up am not sure
he says he loves me he says he cant do this with out me yet for the last few months we been fighting because of the voices telling me what to say to him my husband is unaware of this am seeing my pastor on Tuesday he has no idea either sometimes they tell me to say things that i dont want to say but they make me they scream at me and the screaming is too much i cant deal with them sometimes if i do what am told they will shut up for a while they tell me not to let anyone know about this there kinda pissed at me at the moment well apart from Jesus and the girl the other voices are pissed off at me at the moment they want control of me make things harder for me make my husband if he is real to go away i dont want this but there nothing i can do i cant control them at all ...i need help but unsure if my psych , pastor and husband are able to do anything about it and i will be screamed at more and more and i cant deal with it at all