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#251
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Hot today but really a beautiful day. Waiting to head out to my husband's sports club for a cook out and some fishing lol.
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#252
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Agents of shield. Archer The crown Odd thomas Sherlock |
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#253
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Just back from A great overnight trip to Rockford.....kind of disappointed to be home.....anyone else traveling for the holiday?
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#254
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Black Mirror, hah! I heard it was great but I couldn't get past that first episode... Cheese and rice! How disgusting.
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The rest are nothing like that and are good. I watched season 2 first. |
#256
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My relaxation skills are working good. Was able to take a nap and I usually am never able to. Salad for dinner, don't feel like cooking. About to have some coffee.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#257
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Today has been a bad day
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#258
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#259
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I'm staying home with my cats, they get scared of fireworks
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#261
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So incredibly ready for a day off tomorrow
Worked 40 hours in 5 days!!!
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#262
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My mom has a surprise for me when I get out of the hospital next week.
I think it's a job xP I wish it was moving to British Columbia though. If my step dad didn't win that million dollars I would have moved there. |
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I'll be locked in the dying place no doubt. Amtrak goes to where they told me there's a facility and that's good news. I'd be free to come and go. I'm not likely to get a single room. Probably the same bathroom setup as this place. I can't stand my roommate here and I just want to go, now! She leaves the bathroom with crap all over the seat. Don't tell me she's too sick.to wipe up a mess. She can pick her cane up off the floor but she can't wipe up her own crap? Really!?
I hope I can go see the place soon, although my wonderful friend will be traveling out of state for a week. I'd want to see how long a train ride it is. Everything is screwed up here. The meds, the showers, etc. I need a shower badly. One of the nurses' aides here told me earlier that they don't get on me about showering because I'm well enough to go do it myself, and in their view I don't need assistance. Meanwhile my clothes keep disappearing and I've got nothing to wear on my bottom half because of it. This is the most depressing place I've ever been. |
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Sorry Angelique
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#265
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There will probably be deal breakers once I go see it.
I'd like to return to my apartment but unless the landlord gets rid of the rats I won't be allowed to move back there. I'm still probably too afraid of the stairs to be able to move back, and there is the problem that the sadistic scum downstairs and the janitor will start terrorizing me again. So, it's better for me if I move away from there. I'll hope karma catches up with those evil scum. |
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Thank you, Blue_Bird. Me too.
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#267
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Today has been a ***** day. Tomorrow's not looking good either. I have stuff to do but im over everything.
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#268
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My boyfriend is just not treating me right. He doesnt talk to me often and he never wants to have sex with me anymore. Says he wants to be with someone else but would feel guilty if he was. But he doesnt act like he likes me. God...and i love him to death. Maybe not so much anymore tho.
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#269
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Sometimes i wonder if its because ive gained around 20-30 pounds since i met him or if he is narcissistic and selfish like he says.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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Its like i get that. But he was the first guy in 8 years to ask me out. I havent been asked out in over 8 years... How am i supposed to find someone else? I cant go another 8-10 years. Ill be almost 40 by then. Man...im almost 30 and ive only dated one guy in all of my 20s My dad says meet someone at the library or grocery store. My mom says goto church. For one, how am i supposed to do that when all the people that go there are old. And second, it just shows how small these towns are. I know this shouldnt be my goal but im really wanting to get married at least by the time im 35. Actually before. I would like to have kids by the time im 35. Im looking for something serious.
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#273
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I feel extremely empty emotionally.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#274
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I am in the same boat, I haven't dated anyone in years and I live in a small town Can you meet people in school? I would suggest meetup,com, but that site is awful for small towns. Where I come from, there is only one meetup group and its an elders sewing circle :/ |
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LOL!! It's because vegans are self righteous just being vegans and they use so much tofu! Haha. Everyone feels like an evil eater when vegans are around.
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