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......wasting it, just that.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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What changes would need to happen in your life before you felt like you were doing something with it, and not wasting your time?
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Work harder... I don't know what to do, I am studying even if I am on Holidays and working partial time . I feel I should be doing more. When I reach a point I am OK with it, after some weeks I start feeling I need to do more.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I feel the same. You are studying with mental illness and I think that's great
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Honestly oliverB I think you are doing a ton of work for your degree already...it's important to have balance though like friends etc, make sure you don't neglect that part of your life.
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You all are right..... I feel a bit better after cooking celery and spinaches, healthy food. But I need to do more, I need to study organic chemistry and Italian orthography. And keep writing my diary and doing my workbook exercises for dissociation and trauma. I want to track my mood too and draw a bit.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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I feel like a fake about my degree. I feel I don't know anything.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Definitely not fake.....
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Maybe I am too anxious today...
Thank you ![]()
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Are you a perfectionist? I think you are being too hard on yourself.
But if you are going to push yourself to do more regardless, I think socialising with other people would be more beneficial to you than more study, both for mood and dissociative/psychotic symptoms. Humans are social animals: we need people to interact with. Going days without speaking to another person irl, as you said on another thread, isn't good for you ![]() *Willow* |
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I don't want people near me, they are dangerous, I am on my own.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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It's a shame that you can't get decent therapy because I really think that you would benefit from it ![]() *Willow* |
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I don't know if this will help at all or not...it's a quote I read sometime ago, I think by mother Theresa, which said something like, "you are successful when you are doing the best you can within the limitations of your existence." We all have those limitations in various parts of our lives. You are doing quite a lot....like 10 times more than myself!
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Internet makes it safe.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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