Roll Call 95~

Alright Cog it is

I just yawned...
Yes sometimes the little things are big things.....

Ok night all
...HOPEFULLY....

Not that I am aware of, I don't remember much from when I sleep. I also take my ativan and ambien together when the voices are bad enough if not I won't sleep at all.

I go thru stretches of 2-3 days w/zero sleep, days w/2-3 hrs sleep, then i get a 5 hr night and its a miracle. Then i suppose my brain is too fried to go on and im comatose for 18 hrs.

I know you didn't ask me but I take 10mgs nightly and don't experience any weirdness.

I was recently told that 5mg is the limit "for women," which sounded like a load of bs to me. Then it was "due to my size," even though I've taken that much before.
I never had any weirdo side effects. It either worked and i slept, or it didn't, and i was awake. No "hangover"either, which is good.

I play with myself before i goto bed

Ugh yall lol

Time to try to sleep or stare at the ceiling. Let's see what happens.

Omg i cant believe i posted that.

What i meant was i play a song on my thighs before i goto bed

So here's a long update, if anyone is interested, or not.
On Tues i did see my pcp. I padded my weight at intake (never been busted, probably don't need to bother,) we argued about sleep meds, i refused psych meds, i got switched from fast acting to long acting sleep med then realized i can't pick anything up because i don't have my new insurance card yet. Still waiting. ....and waiting....
On Thurs my wife and i met with the transplant team. ....I'll just go with long story short: we're waiting on the final answer, but we pretty much know what its going to be. She's approved for transplant, but on hold. She'll (we'll) have to get some more things in order before she gets a green light for transplant. This is what we expect to hear back.
For me as a donor: I'm still getting set up. I might get completely rejected outright for my mental health history, even before my medical history gets vetted. Or i might be able to get listed as "high risk," which means potential swap donors could pass on me. I don't know yet.
....and i really really really hate not knowing

srs question guys
do you think it would be a good idea to ask a friend of mine if he would have a baby with me?
i want to raise the baby on my own so i wouldn't expect him to do anything
i wouldn't even expect child support i would just like to think of it as a sperm donation

is this smart? i am 22 and i feel like i am ready to be a mom

Right today is day - I WILL NOT drink alcohol today. Wish me luck.

I see....normally with mania you aren't tired though.....maybe be that's why they never suggested it?

Thanks

How will you pay for the child through college? Do you work? Kids are expensive and if you find out you can't afford him or her the government will go after the dad even if he's just a friend.......

That great Loial good luck

I am having some social anxiety from my flatmate being here again.

Uhm, I am 21 and I think it is too young to have a baby. Things are not easy if you are not 100% mentally stable, have a stable work and p!ace to live. If it were you I would wait some more years to have more stability.

SP you up? You just went to bed right? Not that long ago. 5-6 hours ago

I don't think age really matters, some people are mature enough to have kids at 20s. But I think it's more about whether we are mentally, physically, and financially stable. Also being a single parent would double all the obligations we have to do.

Thank you. Congrats on your first Roll Call



Goodluck Loial, you can do it

Good morning. Wow, I left too long I guess, we're on a new Roll Call already (or were you guys manic? ). I just finished with all the house chores, kitties had been fed, dishes were done, etc etc. My mom is sick today, she keeps vomiting. Got her some medicines already, but she doesn't want to eat. She only ate one banana and drank some coconut water. Hopefully, she wants to eat something tonight. I'm enjoying some green tea and listening to Maroon 5 while waiting for the bf to wake up. Hope everyone has a good day

Oh sorry yeah I was I just decided to listen to music and lie in bed......

Morning. Had coffee and stuff.