Roll Call 95~

Thats sad. My dad wont goto the doctor either. His foot is really swollen right now. Has been swollen off and on for about 9 years. Give or take. Im afraid if he doesnt goto the doc he wont be able to walk as he says he belives its a bone misalignment. Plus he eats bad. Lots of red meat and cheese. Hes lucky he doesnt have diabetes but he needs to take better care of himself. I want him to live a long time.

Omg your mom is only four years older than me......

Hello All,

Just got home from work. It has been a rough day for me today. My Abilify is starting to wear off again and I can tell. I'm not due for my next injection for 14 days, I do see my pdoc next Wednesday. Going to go to bed early tonight.

I really wish i had a drink

Sometimes they can give you the pill form to supplement when it wears off......hope you feel better soon....

How long have you been without now?

Thanks, I'm wondering what my pdoc wants to do. She mentioned changing meds if I had another month like this. But I think something to supplement would be good personally. The injection provides insurance for when I forget to take meds. I was reading about Seroquel today I was trying to find something to help with sleep so I wouldn't necessary being adding a new med.

3 and 1/2 months. 109 days.

I remember why i started drinking. Because i was bored and lonely and wanted to run away from my problems and make my day go faster. All this raw emotion is not getting any better or less. My psychosis isnt less either. Its worse.

My ex and i kinda share the same life on so many fronts. For example, he smokes pot cause hes bored and lonely. Thats the reason i drank. He was always home alone. So am i.

My mom asked me if i needed to goto a group home too. I said no.

My mom had me young. Not young young but young.

snuggling up with pets... It's comforting... Im feeling a little better now... :3

Those are nice! I was about to get a Mazda 3 but it wasn't a stick shift. :/ You've got to show us a picture of it if you buy it!

Seroquel is weird, its for sleep at low doses but not at the AP effective dose.....something changes in the receptors triggered

Hey, at least that means no one is debt collecting you! Right on sister.

Id rather people who cared call me

Filed under selfcare....I finally cut my fingernails...they have been too long to easily type on a screen for like two weeks now but I've been too lazy to bother....

Or text idk

Your psychosis is worse because you've been playing with your meds not due to the lack of drinking.....but congrats on the 109'days

I got a good wholesome laugh from that. My nieces are graduating high school right now. I remember indoctrinating them into star wars when they were just babies when I baby sat.

You seem to always get off work around the same crazy hours I do.

Days off woot woot. Been hyper all day want to cut off all my hair haha.

**** it

Not taking my meds anyway

I hate my life

And i wish i were dead

Hey Newtus... I'll take my meds if you take yours

i took my meds tonight

Everyone take their meds!

Drugs are fun!

How have you been the past couple weeks if you look through a wide angle lens at all of your behavior? I know you started an AD, which could trigger manic depressive behavior. Hope you are well.