Roll Call 95~

Will do! Gonna be going tomorrow with the father in law to check it out. It is a stick shift. I'm very rusty in my skills driving stick but I'll polish up.

That's good to know, I didn't know that. I just saw it helped with sleep and was an AP honestly. I don't make recommendations on new meds to my pdoc anyways. She is the expert so I just shut up and listen lol.

Idk...i dont really want my meds tonight. Everytime i get into a funk meds make it worse. I HATE feeling numb. I need to feel something. I dont want depression tho.

My mood this last week since starting the AD.

Before that though I was mainly paranoid and depressed. I've had moments over the years of kind of wild behaviour. Buying drugs online, posing nude photos anonymously, planning on being a cam girl, impulsive behaviour etc.

I promised I would see a doctor if I was off the rails today and I will check on that tomorrow if I can see him soon.

I have been working strange hours lately, I bought a new vehicle so I'm trying to save up for the sales tax and licensure costs. Normally I work 8:00 am to 3:30 pm central time.

My psychiatrist and case worker also wrote into my work and had them make me part-time with flex hours so that I could leave whenever I needed to. It took a lot of work to get it approved, but it has been so worth it.

What app is that?

Some app I found Stigma. Takes your mood and you can put journal entries with them. Thought it was handy.

I took my meds.

Im very sad.

I dont want to feel numb. I dont want psychosis but i know it makes me feel alive. But i dont want to feel sad and numb.

Probably a good plan it easier not to get too involved with it.....but just in case you're Interested here are the receptors for seroquel illustrated as goldilocks looking for the medication that's just right....

That is very informative! Thank you!

Ive been very sad almost this whole year (january til now i think. Off and on). But antidepressants make me very sick. Ive had to goto the ER 2-3 times this past year for allergic reactions to AD's

question...
do you have to take cogentin to take Haldol?

Not usually but cogentin blocks th side effects so you might regret it if you take haldol without it and you're prescribed both....

Speaking of meds, going to take my night meds now. It is 9 o'clock now.

I didn't know that. I'm sorry. Maybe you shouldn't be on any ad's.

Wow, you have a diagram! I automatically believe your gpa was a 3.9 or higher.

Why thank you it is true but there's also an app for that hahahahaha.

Me too! Who knew 9 central was the official night med time of roll call

At the hospital last year I was having vision problems and couldn't even read or anything and it was because they put me on 2mg of it twice a day when they put me on haldol... I wasn't having symptoms or anything from Haldol. when I got home and saw my psych doctor and she lowered it for me. I started to feel better and see again... now that I take it I think it gives me a nasty taste in my mouth.

lol I took my meds too xD

Hmmm no restlessness or tremors? Not sure why they gave it to you?

Oh thats so cool you got this accomodation at work!
I'm glad it is helpful to you.

No not at all. I get more symptoms on Cogentin than I do with haldol.

My bf has a slightly newer model 6 and it's a great car at a reasonable price ..

I feel empty inside