Roll Call 96

Thank you valley

Maybe he's needing time to process. My fingers are crossed.

A lot of people got close to the body, some even touching him and kissing him in the casket. I was very scared to...

Are you in the path of the hurricane, Newtus?

Ugh it's too early for unwanted company. I just want to say I DON'T CARE but that would be disrespectful.

I had some good news. My sister's cancer hasn't spread and the baby is doing good despite there being quite a high chance she might lose it. We found out that the baby is a girl!!! My nephew is really excited about having a little sister lol. I hope everyone who's struggling feels better soon.

Good morning. I hope everyone has a good day.

That's wonderful. Your sister and niece are in my thoughts.

No. Im 400 miles away from it but we are getting rain tomorrow on my birthday

Good Morning Everyone,

I think my body is getting used to this new sleeping med, only up 2 or 3 times last night. I actually feel rested this morning it is so nice. Anyways hope everyone has a good day.

Good morning/afternoon everyone. How are things going?

I'm doing okay. My stomach was bothering me last night into today, but it seems to be letting up and I'm feeling better. Just hanging out now. May work on making a bootable USB for Mac OS X to install on my laptop.

Glad you'll be safe. Sorry about the bad weather on your birthday.

Afternoon.

Not much to say today but just checking in!

Why not it's the best self soothing(sometimes) effect or in my case I wrote a poem about it teehee

Feeling pretty down today. Side effects seem to have gone away finally (didn't have any yesterday or so far today) but my mood is pretty low and I don't want to do anything. I spent most of yesterday feeling pretty balanced mood wise but kind of paranoid and it started to dip later in the day to how I'm feeling now.

I just want to lay on the couch and curl up and do nothing...

So I took the trazodone 100mg last night and today I feel like a complete zombie it helped me sleep but now I feel like crap maybe that's because I am planning to go to my moms house we fought on the phone for almost 2 hours last night like bloody hell she was prying and when I said it's personal she wouldn't leave it alone! She said I could come over but she wasn't going to pick me up from after the bus or even take me home if I even asked I figured she wants to play games like that good thing it was almost a friggin 2 weeks before I talked with her! I don't think she realizes that I am going to take/borrow a lot of movies

I just got out of the funeral. It was really beautiful.

I hope it won't be too bad.

That's wonderful news, unsure. Praying for your sister, and whole family.

I don't know but it won't help at all to give up.

I've had some good luck in my life, and maybe I'll have it again.

Total sleep last night=0. But my talk went well so that's good

Ive had to take one more gabapentin than prescribed these past 3 days. Ive had a lot of anxiety and i havent been eating again that much. Not hungry. Lost weight again.

Why didn't you get any sleep?

I can't wait until dinner. It's take out night. I'm trying to decide between Hawaiian and pepperoni. I already got my Half Baked Ben & Jerry's.
Having a good lazy day. Watching reruns of The Incredible Dr Pol. My daughter is watching youtube and my son is welding with my husband .

My brother never texted me back. He tends to hold grudges for years. So im sure i most likely will never hear back.