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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:34 PM
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Ill share my phone usage with you guys next monday. So it has time to calculate everything.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:37 PM
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What is everyone up to?

Im gonna see if my dad cant help pay for some of my groceries today.
I just got home. I worked from 12:30 to 8. My boss really stretched the day out until it got too dark to work. We had a late start though. Now I'm just relaxing with my cat. I gave a friend of mine a Netflix recommendation and it resulted in a friend request. That was cool. Anyway, the guy is getting ECT it says on his facebook. I wonder how that actually works. I get the method, but what does that do to the brain to relieve depression... I've heard of elctro neuro stimulation working on anhedonia too.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:42 PM
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On my way home on the train....super rainy and cold
You take a train home everyday from work? That's super cool. I love trains. All my problems would be solved if I could just ride trains to work.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:45 PM
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I feel like maybe i just over post. Idk. Maybe no one just has stuff to say to some of my posts.
Not at all. In fact, post more.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:51 PM
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The only time i ever feel the best and less stressed out is when i wake before i get out of bed. My muscles are less tense, my brain is clear for a bit, no anxiety. My gabapentin isnt making me hypomanic anymore which makes me sad because even tho i was hypomanic, it also calmed me. The med did. I would feel as if i was floating. I felt taller.
I feel my best from 12-6pm. My mornings are the worst because I sleep terrible. I have to take a sleep aid multiple times a week to keep my circadian rhythm at something reasonable or else I couldn't work, because I get so much anxiety in the mornings when I don't rest up. Usually this place dies at 10pm but it's common for me to be up at 2am trying to sleep. I feel great at night and my mornings pay for it.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:54 PM
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Thursday, when it's not raining, I'll show you guys a picture of the house we're flipping. I think we're painting the inside too, but that won't be as big of a difference as the outside. The outside is stained wood that we're priming right now. The previous owner of the house came by and he is an author of thriller books. He said he liked the stain more than the paint hahaha He's crazy. This house looks like noah's ark right now.
Actually there is one on my block that's stained....I love love love that house it's my favorite thing I've seen ever in a house.....plus they have a rod garden out front....
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 08:56 PM
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You take a train home everyday from work? That's super cool. I love trains. All my problems would be solved if I could just ride trains to work.
Yeah it's an elevated train.....it is cool but packed I'm lucky if I get to sit.....
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:04 PM
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I feel my best from 12-6pm. My mornings are the worst because I sleep terrible. I have to take a sleep aid multiple times a week to keep my circadian rhythm at something reasonable or else I couldn't work, because I get so much anxiety in the mornings when I don't rest up. Usually this place dies at 10pm but it's common for me to be up at 2am trying to sleep. I feel great at night and my mornings pay for it.


Thats specific time you mentioned is when i feel my absolute worst!
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:05 PM
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It makes me feel really good that the bf texts me throughout the day. I feel special and important to him. He says he thinks about me often.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:08 PM
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Dang...its gonna be 48 degrees in the morning
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:17 PM
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Actually there is one on my block that's stained....I love love love that house it's my favorite thing I've seen ever in a house.....plus they have a rod garden out front....
It can look beautiful but this house's wood wasn't maintained regularly so it's best to paint it a solid color. Stain just isn't as durable and doesn't last as long as even mediocre paints.

Here is a picture of part of the back of the house.

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Edit: Sorry if it's upside down to you guys too. I don't know what's up with PC.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:20 PM
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It can look beautiful but this house's wood wasn't maintained regularly so it's best to paint it a solid color. Stain just isn't as durable and doesn't last as long as even mediocre paints.

Here is a picture of part of the back of the house.

Roll Call 103
Edit: Sorry if it's upside down to you guys too. I don't know what's up with PC.
This was a much lighter stain like a deck.....
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:21 PM
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Nervous for tomorrow’s interview. I just have to stay calm, make myself sound good, have good eye contact, and don’t overthink it. Don’t overthink it. I can answer these questions I know how just have to keep my cool...
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:30 PM
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Nervous for tomorrow’s interview. I just have to stay calm, make myself sound good, have good eye contact, and don’t overthink it. Don’t overthink it. I can answer these questions I know how just have to keep my cool...


You will do well!!!!
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:32 PM
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Just ordered a bunch of groceries. Only unhealthy thing was the gummy bears.

Ordered some tiger striped mini pumpkins as well for the coffee table in the living room!

Ill pick it up tomorrow.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:32 PM
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Wow, the men's US Soccer team failed to get into the world cup just now... What a bummer!!! I'm shocked!
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:34 PM
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Nervous for tomorrow’s interview. I just have to stay calm, make myself sound good, have good eye contact, and don’t overthink it. Don’t overthink it. I can answer these questions I know how just have to keep my cool...
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 09:38 PM
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I sit and lay in bed so much that theres a dip in my bed. How depressing...
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 10:02 PM
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Wel

This place is officially dead for the night!
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 10:25 PM
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 11:11 PM
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I'm still up. I'm tossing and turning. I have RLS and it's just a bad night for sleeping.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 11:11 PM
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My mood fluctuates so frequently. The lows are just bad especially when I quit smoking.

I have no dopamines in my brain because of the Invega.

And no serotonin.. seerootonninnn...

*Sleeps*
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 11:12 PM
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I'm up!....
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Gabapentin
Temazepam
Sarcosine
L-theanine
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 11:26 PM
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I fell asleep on the couch watching tv. Now I’m going to bed good night.
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Old Oct 10, 2017, 11:29 PM
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So am I...
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