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#501
Theta waves (3 to 8 Hz) Theta brainwaves occur most often in sleep but are also dominant in deep meditation. Theta is our gateway to learning, memory, and intuition. In theta, our senses are withdrawn from the external world and focused on signals originating from within.
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Feeling more up now! Haha I’ll probably be hyper for my doctor’s appointment seems to happen lol.
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If it’s solid it’s probably just from eating a lot like on Easter........it’s gotta go somewhere.....
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I'm having an off day but I feel slightly less terrified and I even had some insight about a past psychosis I had which is generally not the scene usually I remember it delusional like my memory process is still psychotic but today it wasn't with the psychosis in question that I was talking to a friend about. So yay insight!
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Lol yeah it could be from Easter. I was weighed by the clozapine people like 2 weeks ago and I was the heaviest I've ever been. Let's hope all these trips to the toilet will help me lose weight haha
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Yeah clozapine is the worst for weight gain......I’m at my heaviest even on Abilify.....it’s so easy to lose a little weight over week and then slip up and regain it over a weekend.
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Insight is surreal and can be disturbing definitely but for me personally I'd rather have more knowledge and not less. And I prefer a painful truth, because my psychosis is a liar and for too long it convinced me that I'm also a liar and a bad person and that's just not so, and that is insight I never had before that had honestly been a relief. Had a long standing literally 15 year long complex delusion about being Satan that literally broke within the past few weeks. |
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I feel weird today....I am done with the videos for my studies so trying to figure my next course of action, probably the book and some questions. But I’m just not getting into it very easily. Also did my taxes today, maybe that’s enough. I just don’t know, I feel like my plan is falling apart due to the housing market, it’s rapidly increasing....almost like I can’t afford to live here if I move, nothing is on the market in my price range and apartments are also hard to find and run roughly a grand for a studio. My original plan was to move to the burbs so I could more easily commute to a job. I’m just not sure what to do I don’t want a 40 min commute.
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Went to the mall
Went to a hippie store and bought some cbd stuff __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Oh wow that’s a terrible delusion to have.....I always wonder about the religious nature of some delusions....I had some where I was interacting with the devil and I was an atheist? Never made any sense except that delusions focus on the uncertain like maybe it was a possibility even though I didn’t believe it. Weird. Glad you’re feeling some insight then 😀 __________________ Hugs! |
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I’m almost always braless. I wear pajamas most of the time so why bother. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Religious delusions trip me out, and I am religious. The Satan delusion sure was fun when mixed with going to church on Sundays... Whew lol good times! |
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#520
It was tough and I'm glad it's over, and thanks for the virtual hug I've always thought those emojis were cute lol .. It started breaking apart sometime in the past three years ish and finally finished falling apart in the last part of 2017 and this year. I'm still kind of in shock honestly because that was such a big part of my worldview and view of myself for so long it's jarring to have this huge empty hollow place where that delusion used to be...
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