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moving in is a big step, it can be very difficult to move back out....is it possible his family wouldn’t take him back once he moved out? That would make it a harder more permanent decision for him. I know you’ve decided he is your one but it’s possible he’s not there yet? How long have you guys been together now?

9 months.

Yea hes not there yet. He told me. Idk if his family would take him back. But i know my dad would.

Why not set a goal for September...a lot of apartments open up then....because of people going to school there is a lot of turn over.....see what he thinks?

I honestly don't think AA works.

SP have you been to the blue leprechaun downtown ann arbor? I went to it for the first time and had the worst black bean burger of my life. :/ Usually ann arbor food is fantastic, but I ordered avocado on it and the avocado was sqeezed out of a package. How lazy can they be? :/

SP have you been to the blue leprechaun downtown ann arbor? I went to it for the first time and had the worst black bean burger of my life. :/ Usually ann arbor food is fantastic, but I ordered avocado on it and the avocado was sqeezed out of a package. How lazy can they be? :/

Did you see bluebird asking for a Philosophy intro book recommendation?

I’m sorry Angelique, I hope the ophthalmologist can help you with this

Yes. I talked to door. She said even if he doesnt set a goal, i can set a goal, and bring it up the month the end of the goal is, to him.

The apt we want doesnt open til fall anyway. Its under construction. So ill set it at September and crack down on my finances even more.

I did what you told me months ago and canceled another music subscription today. Spotify. I never use it since i use apple music everyday. But im keeping amazon music because its tied to my alexa and i use that everyday too. Plus its only 4 bucks. Cheaper than their regular subscription because it can only be used with an amazon echo.

Good night, everyone! Let everyone have a great sleep and have their meds not play with them! Lmao.

I was raped and sexually abused from probably 3 years old up until I was 7 years old. You shouldn't feel shame. I was lucky. I come from a colture that's a little more understanding and my family that I do keep contact with are sympathetic for the most part. You're not alone.

He told me as long as it doesnt get out of hand he doesnt care. He said his ex drank all the time and it was out of hand and he doesnt want to date someone like that again.

But your right.

I drank the past week for different reasons. Each to soothe pain. As usual. Today it was because i was looking for apartments for us. I felt upset and played because in January he told me to wait til april, when he got his car. When i brought it up in april he told me his bff was moving in with us. I was upset. Because the decision was made without me. We had a long argument and he decided he was gonna change a bunch of stuff. Like slowing down on pot and calling me more often. He only does one thing right now. Its been 2 months.

I brought up moving again 2 days ago. Long story short, we had another argument today. He said he had second thoughts about moving in with me becUse i smother him he says. I felt like shyt about that. But he says the moving thing is the only thing we fight about. Besides me being negative all the time.

So i drank a beer.

Idk what im doing wrong anymore.

I honestly don't think AA works.

I don’t really feel real today. It’s an odd feeling.

I know this has been said before but it really seems you're putting all your eggs in one basket. no judgement from me tho because I was the same. however it would be so beneficial to make other friends... maybe when you start working it can happen. it's hard to just go out n make friends... I don't do that either. but I found having a job was a great avenue to potential friends

feeling smothered can create resentment a. and its never good to be totally dependent on one person for social connection

derealization