Roll Call 127

Oh awesome 😀

working 2-8 today

it's a very beautiful day.. 71° and sunny

I love living on a lake

Im still kicking myself for not taking the Apple At-Home Advisor job.

That wouldve been the perfect job for me

What should i do?

Im thinking about telling the job counselor im just gonna find a job on my own.

I would try finding one and if you still like it after a month then tell them....

Lucky 🍀 it’s still pretty hot here like 86 I think 71 and a Lake is perfect!

Once i get a job i can no longer recieve their services. I cant do both at the same time.

Oh....how would they know and are they planning on getting you something better than bagger.....most people start out in retail but if that’s not for you I might stick with the counseling.....if they can get you something better...

They would know because this program is with the state of texas and they have access to my social security records.

They said they may get me a job in the lobby of a hospital. I dont even want that. They put people in jobs other than retail too. Like he told me one of his clients he got him a job as a driver at an autoparts store. So its not really working in retail like around people, but it kinda is.

I see....hmmm problem is you said that you can only use it twice so if you don’t see it through then you’re one down......

True. And i believe after 2 times they may not help you. Im not completely sure of that but thats what the people in my group told me after they did it 2 times and were trying to go to it a third time.

Thing is, i kinda already have the info i need from them. I got it all in the first 2-3 months. They told me exactly how much money i need to stay under. Thats all i needed to know. It just ticks me off when i need money badly and my parents are giving me anymore (UNDERSTANDABLY). And its been 7 months and still gonna be more months.

I wouldnt be angry if i didnt need the money but theres so many things that are being put on hold in my life right now due to not having money. Moving is one of them. Bf and i cant afford anything, cant even afford to put down a deposit without money, to move. Im living on ramen and apples and bananas unless someone buys food for me. Theres bills i cant pay. I could go on and on. With moving being the biggest thing.

I didnt mind waiting 2-3 months MAX. But in a couple of weeks it will have 8 months.

Sigh. Idk what to do.

Well I guess you could apply selectively for jobs and see what you can get?

Yes i think i will do that starting today. But im also gonna email them. Just dont know if i should email them before or after i apply.

I should probably before i apply. Dont wanna have to end up paying for all the services they gave me because i went against them. Some places do that. Dont know if this one does.

So I saw a car in the parking lot with a Texas license plate in the front window....

I just sent them an email. They are closed today i know because its sunday but oh well.

WOW

ugh. I just got an automated message from my job counselor saying he wont be back in the office for another week or two.

Screw this. Im looking for a job. Sick of waiting on people in life in order to make my life happen.

I impulsively drank cough syrup yesterday so it made me all weird all day. I’m better now. I’m such an idiot.

do you do it to get high?

honestly if u wanna get high just smoke some weed.... I mean cough syrup is gross and I can't imagine its a good feeling type of high lol

Hi all. It's thunderstorming here, so I'm staying in.

I can't keep up with this. I'm going to break down. I came home from work then slept and then got up and went to work.

My mom is going to ask if I can move in with this friend into one room but I don't think I can do it.

This boss under my mom is a real twat. She told my coworker to slack off. That's what my coworker said because he said he's on her good side. Then the owners of the hotel wanted my mom to fire him. My mom asked her if she wants him fired and she said "Yeah fire him" so my mom had to fire him.

How is that allowed? Should I complain the owner of the hotel about that? I want that woman fired because she is jealous of my mom being the boss and it's making my mom stressed and she can't be stressed because of her severe heart condition..

That woman has been there for 15 years and thinks she runs the place.

I woke up exhausted 11hours of sleep. But only for my period to come into order. I already ate something but it’s been 4hours since I been awake feels a lot later then that.

Ugh I keep getting cold flashes it’s really not good. Usually it’s hot flashes but no it’s like I am freezing so uncomfortable.

I am laying on my bed looking at my flag!

Cough syrup trigger