Roll Call 127

I am alive and kicking!! I take my medication daily and am stable somewhat. I am dating a man who cares about me. I feel fine and love my life. I hear voices occasionally still but they are like whispers in the night. They don't bother me. I am happy and am working part-time. I am all smiles and my happiness is from within and allows me to enjoy life to its fullest.

Sounds like something that needs a thread in the success stories.

so tired
sooooooo tiredddddddd

Off to work..

My coworker got fired because they said he was lazy smoked pot and smelled.

I guess the job isn't as relaxed as I thought...

Thank you guys! I appreciate it.

Happy bday!

Thank you SP!

Hey FR my best PC friend. Happy birthday!

Thank you Erti! <3

here we go...
another 8.5 hr shift

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hello update no one cares about i applied for college and financial aid and im trying my best to get back to california bc i fell completely back in luv with my ex in california. might have just been nostalgia n the fleeting joy of being around a safe (queer) person who luvs me too but theyre completely bringing out the worst borderline feelings i thought i buried and im willing to do, anything to be back with them. theyre a total free spirit tho and sleep around a lot, last night they were at a rave last night and i know they were probably with someone then and its tearing me apart but i just want them to be happy no matter what it does to me!!!!!!! as long as they dont tell me i dont care i dont care and i cant do anything from 2000 miles away anyway!!! i hate it here so much im gonna grind and suffer thru it and get out of here with a degree and find some kind of life back home and get to see them again. my dad told me if i quit and cash out my retirement in like another year or two i should have enough money to pay for six months rent up front when i go home. i dont need a social life or friends or pointless relationships that take up my time, all i need to do i sget that education and go home forever i miss my friends and my mom and my love and weed, especially weed.

Happy birthday FR!!!

Just got back from the pub. England won!!!!!!!! Lol the place erupted when we scored both of our goals and when the match ended everyone threw their drinks up in the air haha I got soaked.

That’s awesome was wondering where a triumphant post was once I saw the win.....

I have searched everywhere for my bathing suit. It’s just gone.
I found one online on $30 I like so I’m just gonna buy it. Had my daughter pick one out...freaking $75. Outrageous.

Happy ****ing birthday to a totally awesome person, FR.

Happy Birthday FR ^^

On another note..

- Oh god I have so much stress

Im back!!! Put all the pics up on fb of me and the bf.

I got really overheated outside. I thought i was gonna faint.

Then i almost got into an accident driving on the highway. There was a peice of wood in the road and swerved into another lane just as a car was coming up to pass me. I probably was within an inch of colliding.

they give u a hefty fine if you cash out a 401k

The bf kissed me on the temple while i was eating his french fries at the restaurant. So cute ❤️❤️❤️

idk what kind of retirement fund it is but even after the cut they take its a pretty good amount. my dads done it before when he worked for the same place and got ~5k for 4 years working there. besides its not like that moneys gonna exist by the time im old enough to retire anyway. me and most of my millenial friends have just kinda resigned ourselves to death by 50 or whenever our bodies give out.

Whats everyone up to?

Im like amped up despite drinking right now

When i get out and do things im so amped up

I always look forward to the weekend but once it's here i usually just get miserable.

My legs feel shorter than usual